So, one of my friends broke up with her partner, says she didn't even love them, then started dating my ex. Me and my ex are sorta friends now. I told him that I'm still cutting. Yet again, he doesn't care. He just said to throw away all the sharp objects I have. I want to ask for help, but sometimes, its like my body physically won't form the words. My Birthday is tomorrow. I'm not even happy. Just, numb. I don't really even care about anything anymore. I've told one other person about my feelings. He didn't care. I made this account, hoping maybe it would help. That someone would understand, care. No one did. It didn't. I just realized how worthless and dumb and insignificant I really am. Even if you knew me IRL, you wouldn't care. I'm ugly, fat, dumb. Pretty sure I have Social Anxiety. I never really fit quite in. I always feel like I'm a third wheel. That one person no one likes, but they pretend to. I bet all my friends just pity me. I've tried to hint at how I feel. I've told 3 people how I feel. They don't care. No one does. Hell, my own mom doesn't even care! The school even called her, and told her that I have been experiencing thoughts of self harm, and shown symptoms of depression. She legit just asked, 'you're fine, right?' then let it go. I
I need help
I've tagged random users here, hoping that they'll read this. They'll help. care. If you are reading this, and for some reason you care about a fucking mistake like me, message me. Or, try to find me IRL. I know some of the people I tagged IRL.
or not.
I don't care, either way.
No matter what, I'll still bleed each night.
Cry, instead of sleep.
Hide behind a fake smile,
and end up dead,
alone
forgotten
a mistake
useless
worthless
help...
....please....?
.....
