I'm so close to crying today bc
1: All my friends were told I feel about being lonely and depressed
2: they ignored me more
3: one of them said this about meI cried like 7 times because they make me feel so bad about myself and I hate it
I didn't even say anything that bad to them all I said was how my cousins have to work harder than some of theres because mine have to pay for their schooling and don't have the money like we do
And now they hate me and I cried so much
Not only that but one of my friends directly told them about how I feel left out and they turn it on me
Like am I that bad? Do I not deserve anything?
Am I spoiled? Am I privileged? Do I deserve this shit?