Tisa p.o.v
I haven't seen Von lately .He seems off..
I drive to his house..
I unlock the door , the house is dark..I walk upstairs and Von is just laying on the bed..
Tisa:Von baby you okay..
I walk to him and look closely.
Von: I want to talk but I can't..
All I feel is pain..
Tisa: Von. (I grab his hand and say baby you okay) he finally manages to say yea..
I sit on him you seem far..
I kiss him but his hesitant.
Like he doesn't want me like he won't love me..
I try again..his lips barely move.
I bring my hand to his pants and he doesn't even get on hard or moan..
When I look at him pain is in his eyes..
His been crying ..
I ask again baby you okay..
I needed to have Von in me tell me he love me but he was pushing me away..
Von talk to me..
Tisa he said with rudeness
Just move please..
I kiss him again..
He actually pushes me away.
Von:I can't look at her right now.i can't feel for her now. I'm just so mad..that dream it has to mean something is she playing me for a fool I thought to myself....
Tisa:Von you don't love me .
Von:Tisa please..I cant answer that right now
Tisa: well why not..
Von:cause I don't, is there a problem.
Tisa:yes there's a problem
Von: Well if you not going to tell me then leave
Tisa p.o.V
I thought to myself
Why was he being so cruel ..
What did I do..
Tisa: Von if you don't want me tell me and I'll leave ..
If you can't love me like you said you would,I'll go elsewhere ..
I walk outside and head to my car ..
I drive off..
Tears streaming down my face..
Why was he being so mean..
Is there another woman..
I cry at the thought of it..
All I wanted was love why was he doing this to me ..
You know what I can't dwell on that
Tisa your a big girl I said to myself..
If Von can't love you the way he said he would like he promised then move on..
I wipe my tears..
I decided to have some fun..
I go to this strip club..
I walk in and get one of those private booths..
I selected a guy.. For a private session..
He says hey I'm Zekel.
I'll be your crave today..
That I would like..
What would you like ms..
I want you to make me feel you love me but do it like you would fuck me..
That I can do..he walks to me.
And grinds on me..
It felt so amazing..
Although I felt nothing for him.
He knew exactly where to get me going..
He rubbed himself on me like I was a match ready to burn.
Looking at him reminded me so much of Von..
I couldn't get over it..
I close my eyes.
And he lifted both my legs up..
As I looked down
I saw Von's face.
And he knelt down and just kissed my pusssy..
I felt my back arch against the chair..
I moaned so loud.
Von..baby..Von..
More more.
More what..
I opened my eyes and realized he didn't even begin yet..
He said is everything okay..
Yeah I just can't..do this ..
Why not because it wouldn't be right ..
Well you can leave if you like..
No..no..I just need a moment..
I collected myself and I said ..
Can I watch you touch your self.
A mirror was blocking us I could see him but he couldn't see me..
He said yes..
He pulled out his dick and my eyes were amazed..
I watched him jack it..
Watching it mad me unbeliebely
Wet..
I slipped my hand inside and massaged myself till I could hear the smacking noise.
I starred at him the whole time..
His face was changing and I like it ..
He started breathing hard and so was I. ...
All I could say was Von
Watching him and touching myself only drove my fingers deep into my pussy..
I moaned..faster ..
He jacked faster..
I came before he did and watched him ..finish when he came
He cleaned himself off and said is that all..I said yes..
I slide him the money and said thank you..
I picked up my pants and left..
I walk to my car..
And drove home..
I layed on the bed..
And decided to pleasure myself..
It's been a long time..
Since I layed on my bed and did it by myself .
I closed my door..
And put the tv on to block the noise.. i knew i was going to be making
I took of my clothes..
I layed on my bed spread my legs..
Von..p.o.v
I know I was being mean to her but I couldn't help myself.
The dream just pushed me over the edge.
I couldn't talk to her..I couldn't do anything...
I drove to her house and used her key to open the door..
I heard the creaking noises..
I heard moaning..
My heart dropped..
She already moved on..
I walk upstairs and the moans grow louder..
Tisa..p.o.v
If Von can't give me what I need.
I have to do it myself.
I don't have time to think about him..
I placed my hand on my pusssy and rubbed it..
In seconds I was moaning
Ohhhhh..yes. Give it to me.
I swirled my fingers up and down all around ..
I dug my fingers inside and out..
I took my vibrator and put it in..
It shook me so good
My words were coming out slurred....
Yes ..ohh yes
More ..give more.
It felt good..I was moving all over the place.
I didn't want to think about Von..
So I Said Zekel..
Yes Zekel give it to me.
The porn was only making me hornier
Von.p.o.v
I stood by the door unsure to open it and see who was lying there with Tisa..
She actually was with someone else..
I heard her moaning..pleasurably
Who ever gave it to her..
Sure knew Tisa..better than herself.
All I heard was Zekel then my heart sunk to the floor
I touch the door knob..
But thought about it..
I heard more moaning..
Yes..
Yes.
She was saying yes
Tears rolled down my face.
She moved on..
Already..
I heard her screaming like she was going to cum..
She was saying yes Zekel give it to me give me what I crave..
Yes..love me fuck me ..
My heart was no longer there..
She screamed some more..
Yes.....
Ohhh yes. .
I just ranned down the steps..
I lock the door..
And into my car
I drove .
I was mad I was in tears .
Tisa..p.o.v
Damn.. I came so good..
Zekel was a good replacement..
That did me some justice..
I can't worry bout Von..it doesn't seem like his worrying about me..
I rolled over and fell asleep..
Zekel gave me what I crave
Love and a good fuck..
Well only in my mind of course.
I closed my eyes and fell asleep..
Why couldn't Von do the same..
Von. P.o.v
Tisa moved on..
She actually moved on..
What now..
What do I do..
I cant get over my baby..
Maybe it was just a misunderstanding..
Maybe she still loves me..
Maybe .
Maybe I could give her what she crave..
Or maybe I could move on..
She did...
I lay in my bed close my eyes and fall asleep
hoping this was actually a nightmare and not reality.
