Von p.o.v
Dr.von Dell
Your patient is in room 213
Good morning ms.Slane
She smiled when I looked up , my eyes froze.
I couldn't believe who was standing in front of me.
She says how did you find me.
I wasn't expecting to see you but I have a heart issue as well. But that's not why im here
There's something I need to say.
I'm HIV infected.
And you may need to check yourself out
I felt like vomiting.
What was she doing here.
Why was she doing this.
Is it true she showed me her paperwork ,
And I looked at her wrist band.
It's true...
She says I'm sorry for doing what I did to you.
I didn't mean it.
I looked at her , I forgive you.
It doesn't matter.
How much longer do you have left.
She says two weeks.
Who ever I caught it from messed me up
More like fucked up
The medication won't do anything.
My chest felt like it was closing.
She closes her eyes and falls asleep.
I come out and I run to the bathroom.
I run into a stall and vomit in the toilet.
I could feel like I was emptying everything in my body.
After a few more throw ups.
I rinsed my mouth.
And left work on the drive home.
I ran in the house and In my room
My mind was spinning.
I felt like I could black out.
Could I be infected too.
could I
its like the minute things get good with me and tisa something fucked up happens
.
Next thing I know I fainted.
And fell on my bed
Tisa listen please,
We can work this out.
Work what out Von.
Your infected I can't stay with you.
How do you expect me to stay.
Tisa .
I didn't mean to you know it.
I grabbed her arms begging her not to go..
Von you don't understand.
If your infected that means I maybe infected and possibly our baby..
Our baby..
Yes our baby Von.
I'm pregnant ..
I could cry .
I woke up . I took a deep breath..
I know I'm good..
But maybe it's just my mind playing with me..
Or not
Tisa came in the room baby you okay,
Yeah. I said .. just a nightsweat ohh
well did you dream of catchiing a hIv or something
what my eyes poped out my head
im just joking
where did you get that from
no where i just made it up
i took a deep breath
Baby. I'm here .. no.matter what okay
okay i rested my head on her stomach and didnt even go back to sleep
my heart was beating a mili second maybe not maybe im good
how do i tell her..
I cant .. I just cant
