A Twist In My Story //

- Five -

Nothing much happened since then. These past few months have been circling on the same routine, almost everyday. Sleep, School, and Work.

And before you know, it's already semestral break.

"So Jiminnie, excited for Malta?" Tae asked and put his arm around my shoulder.

"Malta! Malta! Malta!" Jk shouted excitedly while jumping around like a bunny.

"Hold your bunny ears Kookie, we're not even there yet" Hobi stated with a wide smile plastered on his face. I can tell that he's excited as well.

Ah yes, Malta. A vacation that PD-nim promised us if we do better in school, and work. Well we are 100% sure na matutuloy ang Malta Vacation namin, since always naman namin binibigay ang 101% in everything that we do.

It was a two weeks vacation, sakto kasi after 2 and a half weeks ay matatapos na ang sem break namin so babalik na naman kami sa same routine for the whole 4 months again.

And i badly need this vacation.

Masyado na akong naii'stress dahil sa mga bagay na pilit kong gustuhin na maintindihan. I don't know but i wish this Vacation can help me to ease my mind.

I hope in this Vacation, i can build up the courage to ask him.

And build up the courage to tell him the words i couldn't say 2 years ago ..

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Malta

"Woah it's big! So we're going to stay here for two weeks?" Hobi exclaimed with his eyes twinkling and mouth wide opened.

Andito kami ngayon sa bahay kung saan kami tutuloy for the rest of the vacation. It's big, spacious, and perfect. I can't help to feel excited too.

"Ok so before we settle in because i knoe lahat tayo pagod sa biyahe, let's play a game first." Namjoon stated kaya napatingin kami lahat sa kanya.

"A game? Joonie kakasabe mo lang na pagod tayo tapos maglalaro tayo?" - Jin hyung

"Yes pero kailangan natin maglaro para magdecide if sino magiging roomates natin. Tatlo lang kasi ang kwarto so need natin idivide yun satin." pageexplain ni Namjoon. "And what better would it be than playing a game?"

"I'm in!/Game!" Tae and Jk both shouted excitedly.

"Sounds fun! Count me in!" - Hobi

"Mmkay. Do what you want ichecheck ko lang yung kitchen" sabi ni Jin at naglakad papuntang kitchen.

Hindi ko alam pero medio kinabahan ako sa laro na 'to. I mean, there's 7 of us and 3 rooms so may possibility na tig'dalawang tao sa dalawang room and the 3rd room would have 3 people in it, pero depende pa rin naman ito sa kung anong klseng laro ang gagawin.

"Ok this is the mechanics. Each one of us will go upstairs and pick a room. You should be quiet ok? Para naman may suspense."

Mas okay na ako kung si Taehyung or si Jin hyung ang makakasama ko. Si Jk for sure magiingay yan kasi nakita kong inempake niya yung speaker niya sa bag.

"And of course, you should stay there hanggang sa matapos na ang lahat sa pagpili. Then we'll settle in for the night.

Si Hobi naman morning person, so maaga siyang gumigising and i want to sleep as long as i want. Paano naman kasi matatawag na vacation kung hindi relaxing diba?

"Don't forget, there are 3 rooms. One has a Queen size bed, and the other one has a double deck. The 3rd one has two seperate beds. May possibility na may isang room na walang mago'occupy. So Goodluck!"

Si Namjoon naman, always nakakasira ng gamit. Baka masira niya gamit ko! Not to be rude but, Hyung has something like a Mida's touch. But instead of Gold, everything he touched destroy instead. Kaya nga siya may nickname na "God of Destruction".

What if it's Yoongi?

Agad namula ang pisngi ko sa naisip ko.

No. 1 out of 7 lang ang chances na makasama ko si Yoongi sa iisang kwarto. At isa pa, ayoko.

Baka ano lang masabe ko out of the blue.

"Okay naka'akyat na si Hobi and Taehyung, who's next?" tanong ni Namjoon kaya naputol ang pagiisip ko.

Agad akong tumingin sa paligid at nakita ko sila na nakaupo sa sofa. Ako, nakatayo lang kung saan ako nakatayo kanina.

Bigla na lang may humila sakin at pinaupo ako.

"You're spacing out again Jiminnie. I'm concern now." sabi sakin ni Jin hyung pabulong. Napatingin naman ako sa kanya at saktong nakita ko si Yoongi na nakatingin sakin. Nasa likod kasi siya ni Jin at nakaupo siya sa isa sa mga dining chairs.

Iniwas ko ang tingin ko at dumako ito sa mga kamay ko na ngayon ay nanginginig na.

Hindi ito maganda. Nahihirapan akong huminga.

"Okay tapos na si Jk. My turn!" Namjoon exclaimed and looked at Jin. "Ah hyung, i want scrambled eggs for breakfast tom please?"

Out of my peripheral vision, nakita kong ngumiti ng sobrang lapad bago niya sinagot si Namjoon.

"Sure Joonie."

And just like that, tumakbo na pataas si Namjoon kaya naiwan na lang kaming tatlo dito sa baba.

Ramdam ko ang pagkaba at pagtibok ng puso ko sa bawat minuto na lumilipas. Hindi pa rin nawawala ang panginginig ng kamay ko kahit na ilang beses ko na siyang sinubukan na pakalmahin.

Nakakainis.

Bigla na lang may humakaw sa mga kamay ko, at si Jin yun.

"Go upstairs and pick a room and rest Jimin-ah, we'll talk tomorrow okay? Wag mo muna intindihin kung sino roommate mo." sabi ni Jin and gave me a reasurring smile.

Yes, i think rest is what i really need right now.

I heeded Jin hyung's advice and went upstairs. Agad kong napansin ang pinto na nasa pinaka'dulo. Unti-unti akong naglakad papunta doon na para bang hinihila ako.

Pagbukas ko, isang kwarto na may malaking kama ang bumungad sakin. Thr color of peach is everywhere, with a hint of pink and violet on the sheets amd curtains.
Kung si Jin ang makakapili nito, for sure matutuwa yun.

Agad akong humiga sa kama at sobrang lambot nito. Umaasa ako na makakatulog ako ng sobrang himbing without worrying about everything.

And as if i'm really lucky, nararamdaman ko nang bumibigat ang talukap ng mata ko and i'm slowly drifting into dreamland.

Napansin ko ang familiar figure na pumasok sa kwarto pero hindi ko na yun inintindi dahil unti-unti na akong nakatulog.

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