You don't have the slightest clue, do you?

Chapter 1

Lydia's POV:
" 'Every things ..... Gonna be alright....' She whispers to her self ...she was only six years old that night ... As she hid behind that shelf.... Cause daddy had a little to much to drink ..." I sang 'his daughter' while getting ready for school. While looking for a shirt My singing slowly drifted off and before I knew it I was in tears. "God d***it. Every f***ing time!" I always think about my dad , Victor, when I hear that song. I'm seventeen now and when I was 10 my father died. He was a drug addict and an alcoholic , so, you can probably guess how he died.
FLASHBACK:
"DADDY PLEASE STOP!!!!! YOUR HURTING MOMMY!!!!" I screamed for my drunk father to stop. My parents had gotten in a fight about....gosh who knows now. Sometimes my dad will get drunk and make up something stupid to hit me or my mother, Deborah . Once I screamed for him to stop I got a firm punch to my arm. " WHY !?!? DADDY WHAT DOES ANY OF THIS PROVE ?!?!?!?!!!?! DOES IT MAKE YOU HAPPY TO HURT YOUR LOVED ONES!?!?!?" . He grabs my arm and throws me violently in my very small room. Crying I mumble "why? I love you daddy but why do you hate me and mommy so much?"(P.s . Lydia is 7 at the time) I slowly drift off to sleep. I wake up in the morning with new bruises. And a hungover dad now Smoking pot at seven in the morning. I get on the bus and get prepared for ......them, Maggie, Ariana and Pricilla. Maggie was the leader . She had long dark purple hair and big brown eyes. Ariana, the dumb blond, had blond , curly ,medium length hair long with large blue eyes . And Pricilla had short brown hair and big hazel eyes. These three girls had bullied me because of my dad. They didn't know any thing. They knew nothing. They enter the bus and sit directly in front of me. "Hi Lydia . Did your daddy Steal anything new! HAHAHA!!!! Awww looks like your bruises healed ? What a shame ! LET ME HELP AND ADD MORE!!!! " . Maggie moves in my seat and punches my stomach As hard as she could causing me to cough up blood.
Lydia's POV:
*GASP* . I gasp , still crying noticing the clock . "OH S***!!!! IM GONNA BE LATE!!!!" I put on a fall out boy band t-shirt, grab a brush , my keys and my bookbag and rush out the door. I brush my hair on the way while listening to 'hate me' by blue October. I park my cheap 100 dollar car , grab my books and run inside. I made before the bell and I run in to Maggie, Ariana and Pricilla. They tripped me while ripping my shirt revealing my green lace covered bra. Sitting on the ground with my C-cup breast hanging out I slowly stand up and run to my car. Driving back to my apartment to get a new shirt I decide I might as well skip . I go through Larry's BBQ and get a salad. "Thank you ma'm please drive around...here's your fo- OH MY GOD WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU!?!?!??!?!? " Confused I look at back and see that my wings had came out and I soon would become the blood thirst beast I transform into . "S***....b**** you need to run......hehehehehe .....OR YOU GONNNA DIE !!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! " S*** ...it's taken over. Please lady run
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Thank you for reading so far. I will post more. This is my first attempt at making a story like this so ideas are appreciated . I also apologize that its probably not so good so please forgive me. :-) also I know doesn't fit very well I just liked it a lot