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Title: His Reality

Ship: 3racha (Chan, Changbin and Jisung)

Genre: Angst

Requested by jisungs_cherry

mentions of suicide !

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Chan, Changbin and Jisung

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Chan, Changbin and Jisung. Three boys living happily in their own reality. They loved each other more than words could describe and nothing would come in between them- or at least that's what Chan thought.

Chan, the eldest in their relationship. He was a very positive guy and he never really thought much about the future. He was loving and caring and he was very satisfied with the life he was living. His life according to him was perfect with his two boyfriends and his few friends. He was living in his own little bubble not worried about anything.

Changbin was also very happy with the life he was living. He didn't want anything else.

You might be thinking, what about Jisung?

Well Jisung wasn't as happy as his boyfriends.
Depression and anxiety were his closest friends. All of his days would be spend in faking being happy. His main aim to complete every day was to make his boyfriends happy.

It isn't that his boyfriends didn't make him happy too. They did. When ever he was with them, he would feel a euphoric feeling, a happiness that couldn't be explained but that would soon get swallowed by the poisonous thoughts his mind would come up with.

He never told Chan and Changbin about these thoughts though. He kept it himself. He would just silently sob into his pillow every night thinking about the worst.

Soon enough the little bit of happiness he would feel because of his boyfriends got replaced with anxiety.

"They would be happier without me."
"They don't love me."

All these thoughts were getting too overwhelming for him and this led him to ending his own life.

On the night of 2nd July 2019, he jumped into the local river and soon the cold water engulfed him and sent him into a deep slumber he would never wake up from.

The next day, Chan woke up to the ringing of his phone. He checked the caller id and saw that it was Changbin calling him.

He sleepily picked up the phone and dropped his phone from the shock of hearing what he said.

He immediately picked up his phone again and put it up to his ear.

"I- I know you can't beli-eve me so just c-check your messages," Changbin said clearly crying.

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