chapter 1

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Authors note: hello guys thx for reading, this is my first fan fiction so I'm sorry if the spellings and grammar are a little off. I just want to say that Evan Peters will be in it later so keep reading and I was thinking if the main character to be Jennifer Lawrence.

Jens's Pov

A new school and a new start! I'm sixteen, I'm an orphan and I'm moving half way across the country because I can't bear the memories of my old life, its true what they say though! Your whole life can change in a second! That day was the worst day of my life and its changed me forever. I lost everything that ever meant a thing to me!

Flashback

"Sweetie, your sister and i are going to buy an outfit for her first day at kindergarten now, do you wanna come?"asked my mother from the stairs while I was up in my room selfishly absorbed in my teenage bubble.

''No thanks! You know I hate shopping and besides it's late'' I then plugged my earphones back in and listened to Nirvana again! I didn't hear my mothers reply but that was the last thing she ever said to me.

End of flashback

I was reminded of this because at the very point in life I was listening to the same Nirvana song, a tear drips down my face and I'm pretty sure the old lady,sitting on the bus, next to me thinks I'm crazy. I didn't care one bit what people think about me although she did offer me a tissue which I thought was sweet. We chatted for a while turns out she was online dating and was incredibly nervous. I inwardly laughed at this, I mean come in a woman of her age (I'm guessing around 70) online dating was funny. However I know its painful being alone in this world so I wish her luck as she gets off at the next stop.

Before she leaves she says ''would you like the website name?"

"Uhhh....no thanks, I don't really want a guy" I reply

"Ha that's what they all say but then they end up wrinkled and old and alone like me!"

Before she say goodbye she offers me a peppermint and I except. This is why i love old people they always have sweets! Then she's gone and I'm still on the bus thinking about our conversation, little does she know I would prefer to be alone, then no one can break my heart again. I've experienced grief and I can without a doubt say its the worst feeling in the world! Anyway the reason why I'm on a bus is because I'm about to meet my social worker at the airport to go to my new foster home in LA. LA, would not be my dream living destination but since 16year old girls are not top on everyones list for adoption, I'm lucky with what I get! Here goes nothing I say to myself.

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