Dear Mommy

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Dear Mommy, 

    May 23rd, 2007, papa died in rehab. November 20th, 2006, Bella and uncle Matt passed away. Bella from suicide and uncle Matt from stage 4 lung cancer. June 19th, 1990, Maybelle Clark died from cancer, you mommy. 

   I am losing people mommy. I am losing people faster than I can meet new people. I shut myself out from everyone. George moved to Colorado a few years back. We still talk over the phone but it isn't the same. I have no shoulder to cry on anymore. Aunt Brenna and Sarah moved to California last week. I am all alone. 

   I want to see you mommy. What if I just ended it now and I could see you. I need to see you mom. I don't know how can go on without any body. I don't know what to do anymore...