Dear Mommy

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Dear Mommy, 

   Things are getting hard again. The twins are in school now, first grade to be exact. We are struggling. George got fired last year and hasn't been able to get a stable job since. We are scared that we will have to send the twins to Sarah and her husbands house because we cant afford food.

   Mommy this world is so scary. Reality is scary. I don't want to say goodbye to the twins but what if we have to. We might have to say goodbye until we can afford to keep food on the table. 

   I am working two jobs and George is working three. We are rarely home and we always have to have a babysitter for the twins. 

    It is really hard mommy. I want you back here with me. I want you and papa here. I am struggling without you. I need you here. I wish i could meet you in heaven. I could easily get to you mommy. Just with the click of the gun. I could join you and papa in heaven. 

   I just don't know what to do anymore mommy.