Help Me... (Depressed Todoroki x Deku)

I hate you.

Todoroki's POV

I woke up with throbbing headache. Shit. I grabbed my UA uniform and went into the shower.

The shower was decently hot. Hmm, I haven't done that in awhile. Mabye I should~ Nah. I have school.

I hurried out the shower and got dressed. I walk into UA and go to class. Nobody was there, since it was early. I grabbed my notebook. I keep EVERYTHING in here. Ive had this for three years. The notebook has over 7,000 pages, so I can have it a long time. I wrote down my thoughts.

Dear "Diary",
I currently have a horrible migraine. I'm sitting in the 1-A classroom, waiting for everyone to arrive. I haven't been at my best lately, but that's nothing new. It's been about 9 months since I've been with Izuku, and I think something is going on. He has been very secretive with a lot of things. And he has been hanging out with Ochaco lots. I don't know what to do. I feel like talking to Mr. Aizawa. He is legit the person you can go to with problems. But if I do, then there is a few cons. 1. I'm not good with telling my emotions. Most people say I'm very emotionless, but I just bottle them up. 2. He might tell Midoriya. 3. He might not give a shit. I just need to not focus on these things, so I think I just need to focus in class. I'll talk to you tommorow.

Sincerely, Shoto.

I hear Mr. Aizawa walk in. I keep my head down. I hear a chair being pulled up to my desk. "Todoroki, what's going on. You have seemed pretty off for the past few days."

I slightly jumped. "Nothing, sir.", I didn't make eye contact with him. I couldn't. I felt like breaking down then and there. Don't cry Shoto. You're strong. "Todoroki, what's wrong?", I heard him ask again.

"I-i...", I managed to stutter. Shit. I sighed. I felt him staring dead at me. He felt like a real dad. He felt like a true dad. I felt myself tearing up. Do not fucking cry. DONT CRY GOD DAMNIT!

I felt tears rush down my face. "Todoroki, please tell me what's wrong. I'm not forcing you. But please.", He sat a hand on my shoulder. "I-i think... Midoriya and Ochaco are dating...", I felt him look at me with wide eyes.

Aizawa's POV

He started crying. I knew he wasnt joking. "Todoroki, I'm sorry. ", I looked at him. Sometimes, I wish to adopt the poor boy. I know about his life. Its very hard for him. He nodded. I knew class was going to start in like three minutes. "I'll talk to you about this during lunch. You can bring your food up here. Class is going to start.", He nodded. "Yes, Sir."

All of the students were late. Bakugo got into a fight with Shinso, so they all watched. Damn. They're irresponsible. I start teaching. Todoroki quickly pulled himself together. He was dead paying attention with the lesson.

"Everyone, go put on your hero costumes. We are going to be doing training in a place where there is rocks going up high. You will be practicing with different abilities of your quirk.", I look over at Todoroki. He nodded at me and quickly got up. Denki was busy with a conversation with Jiro. "Kaminari, shut your big burrito mouth and go get your costume on.", Everyone started laughing but Todoroki and Bakugo. "Same goes with you all. Go put on your costumes and meet me where we will be training."it was a very known place in UA, so people knew where it was. I started walking there. I got there to see Shoto.

He must have legit dressed faster than Iida can run, and ran here.

Todoroki's POV

I sped here. I didnt wanna talk to anyone. I kicked at the floor. I didn't think anyone was in here. I needed to scream. I had to let it out.

"DAMNIT IZUKU! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING COMPLICATED?!" I screamed it. I started crying. I had my hands covering my eyes. I heard someone drop their bag and run over to me. I felt someone tightly embrace me. Mr. Aizawa?