Isis
{2 weeks later)
"I can't keep doing this shit ma, a young nigga gotta eat" Antonio yelled frustrated.
"Your time gonna come you can't rush that shit! The streets gonna do your ass sumthing trying to "eat".. them streets don't love nobody" i yelled back. My head was hurting he doesn't get it, he doesn't get how much i love him, how much i want the best for him.
"You think you know everything. That's ya fucking problem YOU don't know shit isis. You not cut from the same cloth as ME! We were bred different. Shit came easy for you" he replied back.
"I can't do this shit jitt" he added. And my stomach dropped in that instant.
"Do what Shit Antonio ?" I replied. I never thought the day would come. He looked at me and walked off.. i knew exactly what he was talking about. But why ? Fuck sadness this anger.
"FUCK YOU!" I screamed. "IM SERIOUSLY DONE WIT YA BITCH ASS" i yelled tears streaming down my face. And i guess that last part struck a nerve cause he turned around quick.
"Aye Watch That bitch word isis" he said coming up to me rapping his hands around my neck. I'm full on crying my makeup is running and i can feel my lash falling off.
"You gon stop that lil girl shit isis forreal. Tighten up. You so oblivious. Shit tough out here.. it's Live up or get left" he said slowing pushing me back a bit and releasing his grip. I can't even look at him anymore. I've done nothing but be there for him. To hold, to love, to support. How could you he do me like this ?
He walked away. Not looking back once.. maybe I'm not what he needs. Maybe i'm not what he wanted. He never asks me what I'm feeling but I'm here to listen when he talks. He feels like I've got all this Shit figured out but he doesn't even know my mom hasn't been home in weeks. She's left me with a little money, & i still give to him. Wanting better for him. I've invested TIME money and all my love in HIM.
He's so hurt he can't even see me. Here, for him.
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