Dear God,
Thank you for keeping me and my sanity still intact and functioning.
I almost killed my Mom using the bread knife i was holding a while ago.
My mind goes blank after he hit my brother in the head while I was half conscious lying in the floor after he beat me to death.
If I didn't believe in your existence —
I already killed not just my abusive Mom but also my brother.
I wanted to end all of this suffering.
Especially for my little sweet brother.
So please give me an answer.
Before I totally lose all of my senses.
- Marcus
