Dear God,
I slowly losing my faith to myself.
No one's dare to ask if I'm fine.
No one's notice my fake smile.
No one's believing in my tears.
They all think I'm just creating drama.
That I'm just to pathetic and delusional for attention.
I don't know what to do anymore.
Lately, I'd been tried every pain reliever drugs to hopefully ease this pain in my heart.
But its just getting worst and worst each day.
I'm so tired.
So tired to even worry about the people I might hurt because of my selfish decision.
If there is really people who still give a damn about my existence.
Sorry Mom and Dad.
Sorry for wasting your time raising a useless child like me.
Please don't let them cry when they see me again.
I'm genuinely smiling and happy now.
Goodbye.
- Orie
