Dear God,
I miss my old school friends.
Especially my best friend.
Yet I don't have this strength to reach them.
To talk to them.
To see them.
I always feel that I'm inside of this big bubble.
A big bubble of disappointment and regret.
I'm disappointed on them but mostly in myself.
Because I never did or react on anything when they replace me.
I thought it was normal.
To meet new people and be their new friend.
Now, I'm regretting everything.
That I rely too much on them.
Especially on my best friend.
- Theresia
