Fire And Desire 💕♋♎🔥

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2 months later (Ashanti)
it's been 2 months since me and D'Wanye went out on the double date with Noah and Laylah and went to Aunt Tamika's house for her birthday. Since then, it's been up and down since I got some friends that's cares about me especially Laylah.

Me and Laylah started hanging out around President Day by going to her house to meet her friend Vanessa since she a cool girl but I would hate to get on her bad side because according to Laylah, she got a really bad temper but trying to control her anger. She also warn me about her bad side where she said she going to beat the hell out of anybody who cross the line which is I understand her because at least Vanessa is honest about her anger.

Jewel just started talking to the guy name Jordan which is he used to hang around with Rico but at least he the decent person unlike Rico which is I'm glad I don't see him as much as I used to. The last time I saw him was when me and my grandma was at Food Lion doing a little grocery shopping where his pregnant girlfriend mean mugged me but I didn't pays her no mind. I don't see Kayla nor her little minions as much neither because they be skipping school more since we came back to school after the water main got fixed.

I'm kind of glad that I don't see them that much because if they made the fat joke about me like they usually do, it's would be more of the big fight than it's was a day before winter break that caused Rico and his friends to get expelled from school. Kylie still doing her same with Latakia. Rayne and Marquis is still going strong since they tends to make out at the abandoned classroom a lot lately but mostly around lunch time. I swear, them 2 lovebirds is the younger version of Beyonce and Jay Z and Chris Brown and Rihanna mixed together.

I'm talking about the old Chris Brown before the whole dramatic violence situation with Rihanna back in 2009 which is the media still brings it up until this day. I don't condone what he did to her but I hate it when the media brings up the old shit especially when that person was young and stupid at the time. I wish people to get over that shit and realize that Rihanna is not the fully a victim because she said she hit him first during the fight over the keys. 

As for me and D'Wayne, we got really close since he took me out on the 3rd date which is the grilled cheese sandwich restaurant called Cory's Grilled Cheese. I mean come on, I about to fall in love with him since we talked about everything including anything that is school related. Whenever the teacher partner us up, we work together at either my house or his house but it's mostly at my house which is my grandma don't have an problem with him doing the project at my house.

He always there for me especially when I'm mentally drain where he come to my house with the flowers to make me feel better. He spend the night to hold me sometimes like he did a few times because I was in the dark cloud the 3rd times he spend the night at my house. After all that shit I been through most of my life from the death of my father, abusive mother, bullying, pain, heartaches and so on, I feel that D'Wayne is the right guy for me since my grandma and his aunt want us together which is I agree.

Now it's time for me to get ready for the last day of school before Spring Break since it's starts on Monday. So I got up, stretch, made my bed up and went to the bathroom to do my morning hygiene. When I'm done doing my hygiene, I went to my room to put my clothes on. I put the fresh pad on my draws, sprayed my lovebox, put on my bra and panties set, lotion my body, put on my deodorant and put on my ripped boyfriend jeans and black shirt.

Ashanti's outfit