~ Luminary Of The Stars ~ Danganronpa From Kaito's Eyes☆

Luminary of the Stars - Chapter 4/5 ~ Superstition?

Hey before this chapter begins I wanna put a "heads up" as a warning y'know this chapter will include;
Vomit
Swears
And self-harm
;-; I'm sorry...

I wanted to vomit, in fact I did. After the murderous opening ceremony, and the other events of the day, I just wanted to take that black and white bear and punch his face in. But in the end I really didn't have much balls.

I knealed hunched over the toilet, with the horror that I was participating in such a horrible game, I had vomited several times it probably wasn't good for me.

I managed to stand and look in the mirror, c'mon Kaito! I was so desperate for some motivation I ended up giving my self a pep talk.

All the events of today...
Worse than a nightmare...
It was almost 9 o'clock. Maybe I could find Kirumi, and perhaps Rantaro. I had a few deep breaths and pulled my jacket half on. With a new-found determination, I opened the door. I thought the best place to look would be the dining hall, to which neither of them were but someone was there  all alone blowing on a bowl of soup;
"What are you looking for?" Maki asked. I ran slightly closer to the table and sat myself in front of her.
"Well, I was looking for Kirumi and Rantaro, but I should get to know you." I scoffed.
"Why? Don't you have anything better to do, like helping Piano girl  'escape'." Said Maki, air quoting the escape part. Escape? Well the cage was something...
"Well, we can escape tomorrow, besides you are you strongest in the morning, that's what they, right?" I said, sniffing her soup.
"I don't think that's how it goes." She said locking her gaze on me, it felt...like a...
"Haha! My bad!" I sharply avoid her stare.
"If you want to find Rantaro he's been walking around with his monopad all day. I have no idea where Kirumi is though." Walking around with his monopad.
"Thanks, Maki. I'll look for Rantaro." She startles me as she pounds her fist the table.
"Rantaro said he wants to be left alone, he says he can end this. But with that stupiditiy he'll be dead in the morning." She took another sip of her soup.
"No he won't! Friends don't kill each other, it's just horrible and unforgiving."
"But, there is nothing we an do about it, Monokuma has exials he also has us in a cage. Like we're his pets." She grimaced at the thought of us being monokuma's puppets.
"Kaito?" I almost jumped as Kirumi's voice came from the entrance of the dining hall.
"I apologise if I startled you, however I do require you for a moment." I looked back at Maki. Eating her soup I felt warm as I knocked the table in front her eyes;
"Huh? You can go, I don't care."
She pushed my hand away, to which we both blushed a bit.

Kirumi took me in to a corner of the hall. She brushed herself down much like she'd down with our first encounter.
"Sorry to interrupt your, chat with Maki. However, Rantaro has been acting strange since. Well since monokuma's appearance. Do you think he might possibly, no he would never. But, Can you come with me to check on him?" Kirumi looked worried, of course she was Kirumi's duty was to care for others, so I nodded and smiled:
"Yeah, I'm sure we can make him feel better." With my reply, Kirumi unlike her usual self took my hand without my permission and guided me towards Rantaro's hiding in the library...
"Mr.Amami, it is me. I hope you do not mind, that Kaito is accompanying me." We entered the library, Rantaro was sitting looking at his, monopad. It looked kinda different but, ah who cares?
"Okay." Rantaro had his eyes glued on his monopad. There were also books scattered across the floor. For a matter of fact the whole room was a hot mess.
"Do you mind if I ask you something, Rantaro?" Hearing Kirumi saying Rantaro's first name sounded weird, I suppose he told her to call him that.
"No." Rantaro's half-assed replies, made me catch Kirumi's drift.
"Why are you so, engulfed in this monopad it only has information  monokuma has already informed us about?" He furrowed his eyebrows, and tucked his hair behind his ear.
"It's really nothing. Don't worry." Don't worry? I almost lost my temper on the spot.
"We're in a killing game for fuck's sake! Get a grip!" I waved in front of his face.
"Sorry, but I would tell you both If I could but, I just can't. Okay." He flipped his monopad over before I could catch a glimpse of it.
Ding dong! Bing bong!
Suddenly the monitor in the corner sprung to life, to an undelightful sight; the monokubs.

{TIME SKIP; KAITO'S DORM.}

A killing game, how ridiculous. To let out my anger I pounded my fist against the wall. I moaned, just with one strike, blood gushed from my knuckles, I gagged. Still furious, I punched it again staining the wall with my blood.
I'm to manly to-
I fell onto my bed, and my vision became blurry. No! Like swinging a bucket back and forth, I tried to keep my tears in the bucket but I couldn't stop it, I wiped my eyes with my non-bloody hand. I should just go to sleep.
My hand was aching, but there's no medically talented people in the academy. But, maybe a robot is computed to treat cuts and stuff. So with that I ran to keebo's dormitory.

Phew! ^°^ I'm done. Sorry if this chapter doesn't really fit with the characters or the events of the story and timing and other crap. Ok bye!