Shizuo x Izaya Oneshots

Izaya's thoughts

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[Kinda cried]
[A little more story for the last chapter!!]

IZAYA'S POV
I indeed loved this monster for longer than I care to admit. We were always fighting, partly because I knew he could never feel the feelings I felt for him.

But...

He surprised me.
He always surprises me.
He's unpredictable.
This is why when I confessed my feelings for him, he tried.

"Shizu-chan, I love you," I remembered saying.

|Flashback|

IZAYA'S POV
"Shizu-chan, I love you," I said, and I couldn't look him in the eyes. I was afraid of his expression. I've never been so scared.

"Tch, stop playing around!" He yelled. I looked at him, and I didn't pay attention, but now that I think about it, he sounded like he would have a panic attack. His fist was tight, almost restricting himself.

"It's true, but I know you'd never see me in that sort of light Shizuo," his eyes widened when I used his real name. It was only on solemn occasions that I'd ever use his real name. After that, a few days passed before he came looking for me.

"I can't understand why you'd ever love a monster like me," he said, and I cringed, knowing how many times I'd called him that.

"You are a monster, but if you'll let this flea stick around. Then he'll love you as much as he can," I cried as I said that, wanting him to hold me. He did just that.

"Okay," he whispered.

|End of Flashback|

IZAYA'S POV
We've been together ever since.

And I wouldn't change a thing. The way he still flushes red as I kiss him is so cute.

Sure he's a monster.
But I'm his flea.

And...

"What are you thinking about now," Shizu-chan asked.

"Nothing," I said, smirking and sticking my tongue out.

"Hm, right."

I love him.