If Only... [Stray Kids Bang Chan ff]

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Song recommendation: 'Home;Run' Seventeen

"We'll do it."

Silence. That's all Chan, and I got back. They all stood there, silently staring at us. They realized that our hands were intertwined, and there was not a single point of tension between us. My brother was the first to speak.

"Cool now, Hyung can really be my brother."

"You're okay with this, Oppa?" It was Hawarrii who spoke next. I could see her debating in her head if she was okay with this. She looked me in the eyes in a way that asked me if I genuinely wanted this, and I did. She sighed, "Okay, if Omma- I mean Unnie is okay with this, then it's alright with me, but someone has to tell the babies of the groups because they scare me."

I laughed a little at that. We all stood to bid goodbye to our fathers, who said they would let us plan our own wedding. After that, I asked BaeBae to get the kids into the living room in an hour. Chan and I still needed to actually talk about this.

"Well, that was..." "Unexpected," I started, and Chan finished. I looked at him, and I felt a little overwhelmed at the moment. I needed to sit down and calm my mind. Before I could make my way back to my office, Chan grabbed my hand and dragged me to his room. I was shocked. I had never seen this side of him ever. He looked so intense right now. I was a little bit scared of him right now. But I know him he would never hurt me, on purpose that is.

After we went in, he dragged me to the bed and made me lay down. I was at this point, a little panicked. I looked at him to see him standing over the bed with a smirk. "Wow, the all-mighty mafia boss Katia looks kinda scared right now." He started to get on the bed as well. "Don't worry. I just want to cuddle while we talk. I would never make you do anything that makes you uncomfortable, baby girl." I relaxed after hearing that nickname again. He used to call me that when we were dating in Australia. It was my favourite name. The funny thing is I hate other people calling me that. Even my parents and older brother can't call me that without me glaring at them. We just laid in each other's arm for a while until I remembered what just happened in that conference room. "Are you sure you're okay with marrying me, Chris?" "Of course, I am. I have wanted to marry you since high school Kat." "Me too. Even though it was our fathers who asked, and it is supposed to be a business arrangement in their eyes. I can't wait to be your wife, Channie." He hugged me tighter, pulled my face to his and was about to kiss me when my brother walked in.

"Okay, you two, I have to talk to you both." We sat up and looked at him. Chan was slightly scared of Binnie right now, whereas my protective baby brother quite entertained me.

"Go on, Binnie, we're listening," I said, trying to hold my giggles but failing.

"First, no PDA in front of the babies or me. At least the gross PDA, I'm okay with hand-holding and hugging. Secondly, Chan Hyung, you hurt my favourite sibling, and I will fucking end you in the most pai9nful way possible and trust me. I know a lot. Lastly, if I'm not the best man, I'm going to pout in the way that Noona hate, and I'm not going to stop ever."

"Oh god, Binnie, no, that pout just pure hurts to see please no."

"His choice."

"Changbin, you were always going to be the best man. So you don't have to worry about that. Next, I love your sister and would never hurt her, and I'm pretty sure you wouldn't have time to get me before she does. Finally, that is fair, and I agree that the little ones should not see that so you and Felix better play by the same rules" Binnie blushed, Chan smirked, and I was confused.

"Hold up, Felix?" I raised my eyebrow to my brother and smiled an evil smile. He ran put, but I was right behind him. He was going to get it for not telling his sister about him and Felix. I could hear Chan laughing from the room, and I think he fell off the bed.

After chasing Binnie around the house for a bit, we went to the living room and explained everything to the rest of the members. Even our history.

"Awww how romantic." R.J and Jisung said at the same time. I could see the Lee siblings throwing heart eyes at them from the corner of my eye. I smiled and thought back on my past relationship after and before Chan. I know she will hear the news and try something. I need to tell Chan about her. But how do I bring up the subject of relationships other than each other? It will be very awkward.

At night time, everyone headed off to their rooms for sleep, but I headed to my office to do some work. After an hour of working, I heard a voice from the door. "You need to sleep, babygirl." I looked up to see Chan leaning on the door with casual clothes on. He looked hot.

"I'm almost done." He sighed and walked over to my desk. He sat in a chair in front of me and looked at me. "We need to talk," I instantly looked up to find him looking at me with a serious look on his face. I closed my laptop and looked back at him, waiting for him to speak. "I know about your ex." My heart dropped. I never loved her, but I still felt like i betrayed him with her. "I'm okay with it. I know you were going to tell me yourself sooner or later, but I heard about it when you first became a mafia. I don't care if you tried to move on. After all, I told you too." I sighed in relief. "You scared me," He chuckled. "So, what happened to her?"

"She was an enemy. She only got involved with me to bring our mafia down. I didn't care for her anyway. She was more of a rebound with no sex." I leaned back in my desk chair, looking at his reactions. For some reason, after i said that he almost looked happy. How cute. "So, you're still a virgin?" "are you?"

He looked at me with a smirk and shrugged before confirming he was, so I did the same. Nice to know he hasn't met anyone worth his love. We sat there for a bit before he asked another question. "Why are you still looking for her if you didn't care for her?" "R.J, tell you?" "Yup," "Cool, my kids a traitor. Anyway, I found out she was the daughter of our biggest enemy, so if I could get to her, maybe we can get inside their mafia and destroy it from the inside out." "Smart and beautiful. My future wife is perfect. What are you working on now?" "Hacking into Minnie and R.J's school to look at their marks." He gave me a blank stare back. I think I broke him. "Really?" "Yup," I continued getting into the system and quickly check their grade. "R.J's is okay, but I'm going to have to talk to Minnie about her's. Okay, done. Now gotta start on planning the next- Chan, what are you doing put me down," I was about to start my next piece of work, but Chan picked me up and put me over his shoulder like I was a sack of potatoes. "You need to sleep. No more work tonight." He brought me to my room and laid me on the bed. He kissed my forehead and said goodnight. He was about to leave when i spoke up, "Chris?" He hummed and turned around. "Can you stay, please? I don't wanna be alone." He smiled and got in bed with me. We cuddled, and he played with my hair. He lightly pecked my ear every once and a while, and we slowly drifted off to sleep.