dreams

You

You were in my nightmares last night

You came back,

and you hurt me all over again.

Is this what you want; me broken?

Not being able to be touched

Not being able to wear chokers or certain necklaces

I can't even look in the mirror,

without seeing the damage you've created.

I cut my hair short so you won't grab it.

My ribs still hurt,

And i live in fear.

You touched me and then beat me.

What did I do?

Am I that bad of a human that i need this punishment?

You're hundreds of miles away and yet I'm still scared.

You haunt my dreams at night.

Why wont you get out of my head?