yes i'm upset yes i think im not good enough yes i've thought about suicide yes i feel like a piece of shit person . Yes I'm trying my best. Yes i've been told i'm not trying hard enough. Yes I have I am not my mental health. Yes I have depression, anxiety, ptsd, D.I.D, adhd. But I am myself. Yes I put on a mask for people too see me different. Yes I have trust issues, but we all do.
most of us have traits that are the same. Yet where treated different by what we were on our backs. we are judged differently and treated differently by what we where and how we act. We have kids sitting in classrooms teachers talking down to them. Want to know there grades. There f's. They go home and get lectured about how there not trying hard enough. When there giving there all. They hang out with one too two people without even realizing that they didn't do anything wrong. But there "friends treat them like there a different breed" that is so messed up on so many levels in my book. Why cant you see what your doing too them. Cant you see what you've created from this person.