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Charlotte bite her lip waiting for the results. She brought herself some pregnancy tests and she's scared as hell. Her heart was beating more than anything, worse she was sick and the voices in her were louder than ever. Driving her crazy, she refuses to take her pills that her therapist and doctor got for her.

'Dummy!'

'You really is a hoe!'

'Can't you just close your legs when Marcus comes through the door'

'Look at us now! Waiting for some FUCKING results!'

'It's your fault if you pregnant!'

"OKAY! SHUT UP! SHUT THE FUCK UP!" She screamed slamming her head on the wall repeatedly. The voices stopped making her realize what she was doing. Her head started pounding and she felt liquid on her forehead. She touched it and winced at the pain. She started crying, she ran to her med kit than took out suppliers to help her. She fixed herself up than put back her med kit. Trying to look cool, when she remembered that she had to check the pregnancy test.

'Dumb ass'

'Oops forget to MAKE HIM WRAP IT!'

"Okay, okay. I get it! Just shhhhh!" She cried. She walked to the pregnancy test and looked at it.

Week pregnant

'I knew it'

'Hahaha'

'Lol you gonna be a bad mother'

'Hoe'

'Marcus is the daddy!'

Charlotte fell to her kneels and cried. She can't take this voice anymore. She was going crazy. Every since Marcus came back. She hates him. She hate hate hate hate hates him. Charlotte got up slowly, went through her purse than took out her pills and painkillers for her forehead. She drank them than hide her pregnancy test. She walked out the bathroom and went straight to bed. Kelvin was out for lunch with his boss. He hasn't called to check on her like he always do.

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Marcus looked at his sister. She was given some pills and stuff that goes along with her treatment. He sighed feeling like shit. He should have been there for his lil sister but she was a family woman now. She was a mom with a boyfriend? Marcus shook his head laughing a bit.

He took out his phone and a picture off Charlotte laying on the bed with the sheets wrapped around came up. She was smiling at him as she covered her face. Marcus missed her like always.

He dialed her number and called her. Voicemail. He didn't give up. He did again. It rang. Than she answered.

"Marcus" her voice eased his soul so much that he smiled a bit. To Charlotte she was laying on the bed with a head pain. Her voices shut up.

"Hey, you okay? I heard you went back." Marcus said making Charlotte smile as she turned facing the roof. Laying on her back.

"I did. I got work Marcus."

"Are you okay though?" He asked her. Charlotte chewed the side off her cheek.

"No. I may have to come to back there so me and you can talk."

"What? Ya' okay?"

"Can't talk about it on the phone Marcus." Charlotte said.

"Oh-kay."

Silence came, making Marcus wanna sweat and Charlotte get nervous. She took deep breaths.

"M-ma-marcus." She felt tears beginning to spill out her eyes.

'Such a baby!'

'Can't even say Marcus's name without crying'

"Wussap?" His voice shhh the voice back.

"I-i-i'm going crazy again" Charlotte sniffed wiping her tears. "I need help but I can't go to an medical brain check or whatever. I think I need help. Real fucking help." She said to him as more tears came out.

"Shhh baybeh, yah' okay ma. You stronger than them voices." He said Making Charlotte Chuckle.

"You still remember my problem." She said smiling.

"Yeah. I know you Charlotte. Just cause you left for 4 years ain't mean shit ta' meh. You my Charlotte. I know my Charlotte." He said making Charlotte blush.

"Whateva. Can we talk about our problems? The chichi situation so we can uh..move past our differences and anger." She said.

"Yeah" Marcus sighed. "What happened that day was a big ass mistake. Everything about that day I wish I can take it back buh' yah' kno' life." He said.

"What happened?"

"Well after what happened. I....I went ta da' bar and chichi came up ta' me. She flirted and I responded. I was drunk and high. I wasn't thinking Charlotte. I-" she cut him.

"Whatever Marcus just explain. I am giving you time too." She said.

"Okay, than we had more drinks. Went to ha' place n shit went down. Started kissing and shit. Buh' I couldn't let myself go anywhere far. Especially leaving you like I did. I pushed her off me and ya' know hoes. She started whining buh' let me out. I don't know what she told yah buh' my part is the truth. It doesn't matter who you believe b-" she cut him.

"I believe you. I should have know chichi is a mess." Charlotte sighed. "Anyway I also forgive you Marcus. For everything wrong you did me. I also forgive myself. And I hope you forgive me fa' leaving without making things right between us. I-" he cut her.

"I forgive you." He said making her smile. Marcus smiled too on the other line. He can imagine her pretty smile.

"Yay!" She giggled. "I'm now relieved and happy."

"Me too. And Charlotte..."

"Wha"

"You an angel." He said Making Charlotte blush harder than before.

"Oh shut up." Charlotte said.

"Nah. I mean it. You an Angel. You have forgiven me for everything I've done wrong. Also still here for me and my lil family." Marcus looked at Angela than back down at his thigh. "You still wanna ride with me, I know you still care and love me even though you like screaming out you hate me when we fight." Charlotte laughed.

"Well I do." She joked.

"Nah, I know you don't. You got a golden heart baybeh. It's rare to find a diva like you. I know you and Lisa like Calling each other divas." Charlotte laughed. "You are one. I appreciate you baybeh. That's why I don't mind waiting till you come ta me. I'll wait forever for you Charlotte. Forever"

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