I return back to school, my ebony trainers force a tunefull rythm onto the floorboards like everyday. That of course enlightens my dull mood. ''Hey'' Courtney strolls beside me. ''Hi'' My voice nearly breaking into a whisper as I lean hollowly against my locker. ''I'm so sorry about your sister, she's in peace now. It's been a month, she'll want you to move on and be happy,she knows that you still love her and that you think about her everyday.'' As soon as Courtney performes that speech to me I lean into her full of appreciation. ''Thankyou so much.'' I force a smile. ''Hows your mom doing?'' She asks, ''pretty much the same as me really, shes off work for a while just to calm herself.'' I tell. Wiping my plastered curls from my forehead. ''Anyway, I heard you've been on a few more dates with Hunter?'' She smirks lightening up the whole conversation. ''Just as friends like I keep telling you, we went to the fair where I nearly puked up on another mini rollercoaster.'' ''Ooh like when we were kids'' she laughs, ''then we just like chilled at a park the week after, I told him about Beth and why I was at home for a while,and about everything really.'' I add. ''Aw,you'll both make a really cute couple'' ''we're completely the opposite of eachother'' I chuckle, pulling out my P.E kit. ''So are we, and we've been bestfriends since I can remember.'' ''I guess'' we get interupted by first subject bell, and I make my way down to the sports field.
It's a much colder day than before, yet we continue to share P.E with mixed genders. I go to make my way over to Hunter where I notice he's standing barely an inch away from Meg. Miss announces that they're partners for todays game and I'm partening up with Tyler, of course. Tylers the school flirt, other than Hunter I would say he's the hottest guy in school, his personality stinks of attempts of asking most of the girls here out. ''Great'' I mutter as he strolls over to me, flipping his golden curls to the side. ''Hey'' his crystal eyes glisten,which enchants the dim weather, I reckon I could cope with this. ''We're going to be rugby tackling, you are allowed to touch your partners to get the ball from them.'' The teacher excplains,before blowing the whistle. ''Give me the ball babe'' he licks his budded lips. I clench it between my palms with power. Looking over Tylers shoulder to notice Hunters hands gripped firmly around Megs waist,with a impressed smile planted on his face. Tyler yanks me back, my back resting against his abdominals that seeks through his baseball tee. ''Tyler'' I yell, as he pushes me too the ground in a pushup position on top of me. His breath tickles against my neck,causing me to flinch a little. ''How about you and me go on a date sometime yeah?'' He smirks a similar smirk to Hunters. ''Tyler you know-'' ''I know that your not into me,but come on take a risk'' he finishes off my sentence, as I replay the date of me and Hunter at the fair, where my hand was gripped to his,that caused a tingling sensation throughout myself, but now he's sharing his romantic charm with that bitch. I hesitate a while. ''Okay'' I come to an agreement, ''I'll meet you at the park at 7ish yeah?'' He raises a thick brow which HD's over his blue eyes. ''Hm, up imediatly this is a P.E lesson not a sex scene.'' Miss raises her voice causing the whole team to stare,including Hunter whose hands are still gripped to Megs waist. ''GET UP!'' She repeats as we both jump to our feet, taking in the whole staring competition.
I yank on a ebony mini dress which lands tightly above my thighs. ''Dress to impress'' I mutter,the words which I'd never thought I'd say before. I team it with wedged heels,that match my dress. ''You look well um'' mum leans against my doorframe, scanning my outfit ''is that a compliment or?'' I laugh hysterically following a serious expression. ''I guess so'' She bites her lip, handing me some cash. ''If you pop by any corner shops on your romantic trip to the park'' She says in sarcasm. ''Thankyou'' I chuckle. I look at myself up and down,from my sleek hip-length blonde hair to my dewy makeup which causes my cheek bones to go all HD. I realise I look 10 times older than my actual age, a few months ago I would never expect myself to be dressed like this. I head to the kitchen, where I take a sip from A bottle of alchohol. ''Aye,sneaky'' mom laughs putting it back in the fridge. ''So this date is this with this hunter guy.'' Courtney informed my mom about that, a completely other story which I'll probably mention later.
I make my way to the park, frosted leaves rattling beneath me, mist hovers around as I walk toward a tall figure dressed exactly like Hunter,but it's Tyler. He smiles, glancing my outfit. ''You look amazing.'' He compliments, much more polite than a 'whistle.' ''Thankyou.'' I bite my nude lip. ''Dressed up for a date in the local park?'' I giggle,perching on a bench. ''Dress to impress'' Tyler quotes. ''I guess.'' ''So, what about meg and that guy?'' Megs his cousin and he's litterally informed me on everything about her before. How she lost her virginity at the age of 13 and has had almost 100 boyfriends?Rumour?True. ''What Hunter?'' I snap. ''Yeah thats the guy, uh they're going on a date tonight, a romantic meal.'' ''A meal?And all he bothers to take me to is a fair and a park?'' I quickly realise,that me and Tyler are sat dressed up in a park, ''I knew it was a shit idea I ju-'' ''Its fine, it's much better with you anyway'' boy am I kidding, I've only been with the guy ten minutes. ''Yeah she was telling me how they like eachother already and shit. You know what megs like'' ''yeah I know what she's like, now can we change the subject?'' I growl.
Hours pass,Tyler comes up with the idea of chilling at his,genius. I follow him to a average bricked house,with teal parted curtains and lights off. ''Is anyone home?'' I question in curiousness. ''My moms next door for a while.'' ''want a drink?'' He adds, this guy is much more of a gentlemen than I excpected. ''I'll have a can of that please.'' I point to the alchohol watching me from the unit. I kick my shoes off on the laminated floor. We head up to his room,which appears pretty basic. Blue painted walls, a double bed with layers of silk bedsheets. I park in the middle of the bed. Legs stretched out, with the view of coral frilly socks, pretty much alters the whole bad girl style. ''Make yourself at home'' Tyler sits beside me. ''So, we gonna continue to be sports partners?'' My mind replays the scene of me and Hunter,our first meet. How cocky he was after I shyly introduced myself, how he's warmed to me over the past month,then back to square one. Meg. ''I guess'' I force a grin. Taking another sip from the can. ''You still sober?'' He laughs, chugging his blazer on the floor. I shrug,shuffling myself toward him more. ''Have to be home anytime soon?'' He whispers, ''in a while'' I lick my lips, before meeting lips with Tyler, I wait for sparks to fill the air, for that sensation I had when I went on the date with Hunter,but all I feel is nothing. I back away ''I'm sorry Tyler.'' He rolls his eyes, ''knew this would happen.'' He sighs, fidgeting from me. Tylers eyes glisten from the moonlight thats peeking through the window. He hands me another can,what is this kid purposely trying to get me pissed? I sip on it anyway. ''You know I love you Caitlyn, I always have done.'' He slurs, ''you're just pissed.'' I laugh lifting myself up but instead finding myself leaning more into Tyler. ''You know you want me.'' He whispers, our lips re-meet,it's still the same I feel nothing. He runs his fingers through my hair.
I awake to the sunlight peeking through the parted curtains, flipping myself around to find myself bumping into a hard object, I run my palm over this object, fluttering my eyes open to notice that it's Tyler, ''Tyler.'' I jolt myself up pressing the silk sheets against my torso. He faces me, licking his own lips before saying ''shit,what time is it?'' I peer around to realise it's morning,half an hour before I should be in school. Rule number 1:If you go out on a school night,just remember to come home early. ''I gotta go'' I say, before he yanks me back in ''you and me had a good time last night,just remember that babe.'' ''Ugh'' I loosen his grip, grabbing my things and racing out toward home. I glance at myself through the shop window, my hair's ruffled into a long mess and lipstick smudged. I arrive home, mums stood in the kitchen with a stern expression plastered across her face. ''What do you think you're doing?'' She snaps scanning me up and down. ''I went to sleep im sorry.'' ''Get to your room and get ready for school quick!'' She orders.
