Pieces of Us-ON HOLD

Piece 2

        I woke up and I hugged him. I hug him harder. Who’s him? Well, my one and only Teddy Bear, Mr. Duddles. It look childish but this Teddy Bear of mine, siya na lang ang natitirang alaala ng Lola ko sa akin. This bear knows the real me. My dark secrets and my inner feelings. Siya lang ang mas nakakakilala sa totoong ako.

                You wonder why? Nasaan na ba yung lalake na kasama ko kagabi? Well, let’s say, I do it on my own way. This is what happened.

 

        Actually it’s getting hotter. Hotter. He suddenly grabbed my top and removed it now I’m only wearing my upper undergarment and my skirt.

                Tinanggal na din niya pati ang T-Shirt niya now, we are both naked in upper part. When I feel he’s trying to unhook my undergarment in behind I push him. Yeah, I pushed him.

                Sa tingin ko nga napalakas pa ako sa pagtulak eh. “What the F**K!” that’s what he said to me after I pushed him and attempts to get closer to me again. Kaya ayun, mas tinulak ko pa. Pero hindi pa rin siya natinag. Lumapit pa siya ulit dahil ang kulit niya, sinipa ko tuloy ang pinagkakaingatan niya.

                Nakita ko kung paano siya nasaktan sa ginawa ko. Well, he deserves that. Akala niya madali lang akong makuha, na madadaan niya lang ako sa ganun ganun lang. He was wrong.

                Habang dinadamdam niya pa ang pagsipa ko sa pinagkakaingatan niya. I grabbed my shirt and wear it. I saw that he is trying to get up but he can’t. Siguro masyadong napalakas ang pagsipa ko sa kanya. I look at him for the last time. And I got out of his unit. When I reach outside of the building, I called for taxi at umuwi na ako.

 

                Actually hindi na yung yung unang beses na mangayri sa akin yun. In my past life there more than him, more of my ways. I used to be the BITCH. Yes! Everyone used to call me that not until he came into my life. But now, he’s gone they say that BITCH is back now. She’s back now.

                My phone is ringing. “Maam, where are you? Your client is in here and they want to talk to you right away. Ano po bang oras kayo dadating?” it’s my secretary.I look to my wall clock, crap! It’s already 9 in the morning. I’m 30 minutes late.

                “Just tell them that I’ll be on my way. And tell them that I will be late and sorry. I will prepare as fast as I can. Thank you, Lizzie” I told her.

                “No worries Maam, ingat po kayo” and she hung up.

                I need to prepare as fast as I can. My client today is one of my important clients in my company. Paano ko nga ba nakalimutan yun kagabi. Dapat hindi na ako nagtagal sa club at naghanap ng club para hindi ko na encounter yung lalaking yun. 

                I arrived in my company exactly 10:10. I’m more than hour late. Sana hindi nainip ang client ko ngayon. Mr. Ramoz helps my company a lot and I don’t want to lose him for me just being late. Crap! I hope.

                I enter my building and everyone smiles at me. I just look at them. I enter the elevator and press the floor number kung nasaan ang office ko. When I arrived to office’s floor, I immediately get out of the elevator.