Taejin - New Love

1. Prisoner to this Love

Jin couldn't remember when was the last time he and Jungkook do something together. Couldn't remember the last time they go out together, or holding hands, or kiss.

Couldn't remember the last time they eat together and listen to each other going on about how how their day went at work.

Couldn't remember the intense stare or a soft smile that Jungkook always had for him that was full of love and affection.

Jin doesn't know when did it all goes wrong.

They have been together for almost a year.

Almost a year, starting from the first time Jungkook came up to him and introduced himself then went on about how jin had the most beautiful eyes he has ever seen.

Then it went on to the time Jungkook finally won Jin and took him out to their first date and how easily Jungkook could claim Jin's heart and made it his.

How they developed their relationship very very fast from holding hands to stealing kisses to a passionate and heated make-out session. That it continued on to something way more intimate very quick, quicker than Jin would have let himself to.

Jungkook had a way into Jin's heart and body and Jin thought he had finally met the right person after all these years of useless dating. Because with Jungkook, Jin found himself doing things he would have never done for another person. Jungkook made Jin felt all sorts of feelings and emotions. How easy it was for Jin to lose control of his emotions that he had always well-managed.

Jungkook just did something small but it was enough to make Jin flew straight over the moon, but at the same time how fragile and weak Jungkook made him feel as well and how easy it was for Jungkook to break Jin apart.

Yes. Jin could still remember the first time he and Jungkook's big fight and left Jin crying his eyes out till he fainted and Jungkook at that time was nowhere to be found when he was supposed to come back and said sorry and comforted Jin.

Jin remembers those half-hearted excuses countless times Jungkook couldn't make it to their dates, or when he was late for Jin's birthdays or how he never showered Jin with loves and cares on daily basis or even on special occasions.

It was a half-ass excuse and Jin knew better that Jungkook was simply forgotten about it or he was simply didn't want to make it. Didn't want to make an effort or doing something for Jin.

Jin didn't blame Jungkook. He didn't blame anyone except himself. He knew that he was a boring and old person. Maybe something to do with their age gap that Jin couldn't bring the fun things to Jungkook or anything that could spice up their couple's life. Jin was a boring person who likes routine and stability so Jin didn't blame Jungkook at all for being like that toward him. Instead, he felt grateful that Jungkook didn't leave him already. Jin accepted everything. He accepted how badly Jungkook treated him. He accepted this foolish love of Jungkook even though somewhere deep down in his heart, Jin himself knew that there was nothing left in Jungkook that cares or feels about Jin anymore. He didn't have the courage to move on from Jungkook.

So when their one year anniversary was approaching, Jin determined to make everything between them right. Even changing himself a little bit hoping that he could change Jungkook's mind about him. Jin wanted to surprise Jungkook with his home cook Italian meal that Jungkook always liked to take him to when they were started dating. So Jin went out and bought everything to prepare for this special dinner. Not only that, he even bought home decoration and started to decorate and make the atmosphere luxury and romantic, something that he has always wanted his date to do it for him. But of course, Jungkook had never done anything special for Jin at all, let alone prepare something homemade or DIY like letters or any affection gesture. There were none.