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Chapter 3 My First Kiss

On the way to my place, we had a little chat. He confessed that this is not the first time he sees me but he wouldn't explain more or say when or where we have met. I couldn't be as flexible as he was. I just kept silent.

We were sitting in the car, listening to the music rain falling outside and people running everywhere. Lovers were enjoying the moment and having their most wonderful romances.

The scenes reminded me of what happened earlier that night. I remembered our first moment, the way he flirted, on the beach, us sitting all alone. I was afraid to think of a possibility that he has feelings for me. I tried to deny that feeling as much as possible. I couldn't handle any heartbreak. This would definitely kill me. I tried not to think about him that way.

I couldn't understand how I can fall in love with a person that fast. It's not the first time I do that but I had a strange feeling telling me this time it's different. at this time is differeus sitting all alone.My broken heart has just started healing from what it has gone through for the past four years. I was too afraid to admit to myself that there might be another chance for me.

Meanwhile, he kept looking at me with his big brown eyes as he drove the car many times losing focus on the road. Two blocks away from my apartment was a small coffee shop where I have my hot chocolate every morning before classes. The car stops, he goes down to the coffee shop, and asks for two hot chocolates. He came back to the car and gave me one.

He was so sweet and generous and I liked it. We sat there by the shop for so long that we even lost track of time and the clock was going past 12:00 am. As soon as I finished my hot chocolate and realized that it was too late, I looked at him and said:

"I think it is goodbye, I should be going home now. Thank you for everything."

He suddenly looked at me and said:

"Do you really have to go? I mean... Can't you stay with me a little longer? I really don't want this night to end".

I didn't want the night to end either but I was scared; I wasn't sure from what exactly but I was. He asked if he could walk me home so he makes sure, I am home safe. My favorite part of that fairytale night is when we reached my house.

As soon as we were there I could notice that he was sad and doesn't want a goodbye, and neither did I actually. I stood there by the stairs and wanted to get in but before I could even turn my back at him and go inside, he held my hand and stopped me; I knew he had something to say. He held it from the palm and kissed it. He looked directly into my eyes and said:

"Good night princess".

At that moment I was definitely sure I was in love with this person even if I never see him again. I totally blushed. I blushed so red that I couldn't say a word, so I gave him his jacket back, turned my face calmly, and went up the stairs to my door.

In a sudden and before I open the door, I had that crazy thought of letting my feelings speak for me. I wanted to face my fear and take control for once in my life. I turned back at him and shouted: "Yes"

He was still standing there waiting for me to go inside and when he heard me shout that word he was shocked. I thought he might not understand what that "Yes" was for so I thought I should make it clear.

"Yes, I do believe in love from first sight. I do believe that two persons could fall in love from the first time they meet."

He couldn't resist hearing that. He ran up the stairs, stood very close to me, and finally said what I was wishing for the whole night.

"I LOVE YOU," he said.

Before I could think about what he said, the most wonderful thing happened. He kept getting closer and closer until our faces could touch, and then the magic happened. He kissed me. I closed my eyes and couldn't believe what was going on. I didn't understand a thing and I was so shocked that my whole body trembled.

Passion is what it was. As soon as his lips touched mine, my heart started beating a thousand beats and I felt I was flying so high in the sky.

My heartbeats were faster than those of a marathon runner were. I closed my eyes and surrendered for the moment. The moment was so long that it felt like forever. I opened my eyes and the next thing I see is him standing down the stairs telling me that I should go inside and have a great sleep. I was going to faint. I imagined him being this person at school, whom every girl wants, and he chose me to be with and I am so lucky he did.

I had my first kiss that night. It wasn't just our first kiss. It was the first time someone ever kisses me. It was joyful, endless, and magical; my foot even popped. You could be standing miles away and still see how passionate the whole thing was and how perfect we look together.

Was I in love! Is this what love looks like! If it is so then all I felt for the past four years and all my suffering were not for love. What was it then? Whatever it was, I knew it was something I have never experienced before.

Seriously, a fairytale night.... Breathtaking!