My Perfect Girl

Epilouge

I know im not perfect but im trying to be one just for you."  Alina said as she is looking at me intently while crying.

I don't know how to react kasi hindi ko naman inexpect na magiging totoo siya sa kanyang feelings. We knew each other since forever at hindi ko alam if i feel the same way to her as well.

You don't have to be perfect because no one is perfect bes. I hate myself because ikaw pa talaga ang unang nagsabi ng feelings mo na ako yung lalaki ako dapat yung nag confess. I said while i wipe her tears and comfort her.

We spent the day like we are the only people in that world and cherish the moments that we have on that day. The most memorable day that i will never forget.

Akala ko magtatagal ang sandaling yun when sandali naglaho siya na parang bula at iniwan ako sa ere. I feel frusrated, numb, anxious and my mind went blank na parang ayoko nang mabuhay sa mundo.

I thought she's the one pero iniwan niya parin ako. Akong best friend kung matagal ko nang gusto ay nawala sakin. She didn't even respond to my messages at all.

Years have passed and I realize that no matter how hard your past is you should keep on going and live your life. I work so hard and I became successful. Successful enough to be recognized all over the world. I became the CEO of the world's bankable company in the Philippines.

Sinabi ko sa sarili ko na hindi na ako magmamahal. Many women adored me and wants to own me but i change and i just played there games. I just want a good time with girls who flirt with me. I don't feel any love at all because all i think is her. I don't know why i keep thinking of her and i feel like an idiot.

Until one day she came back and she is carrying a baby with her. Sinabi ko sa sarili ko "f*ck bakit ganon may anak na pala siya at wala akong balita sa kanya for the past 6 years. Im willing to be a father of her child for goodness sake. I'm willing to do everything pero wala akong karapatan dahil I saw her with another man and they seem to be happy with each other.

I cannot resist and I follow them and i grab her arms. Natulala siya at hindi alam kung anong e react niya.
"Alina can we please talk? If you don't mind mister i just need to say something to her.

She remain speechless at hindi makapaniwala sa nakikita niya. She changed for the past six years kahit may anak na siya she is still gorgeous and beautiful at gusto ko na siyang yakapin at halikan.

"Why did you left me Alina? Akala ko ba you are my perfect girl. I hold on to your promise pero sh*t why are you doing this to me. I've been a mess when you left me hindi mo alam anong pinagdaanan ko noon.

She cried infront of me at nauutal habang nakatingin sakin. I don't know pero parang may kirot sa puso ko habang umiiyak siya.

"I know im a fool Edris and I'm sorry for everything. You don't deserve someone like me. Umalis siya habang umiiyak habang patuloy parin ang pag agos ng luha ko at nakatulala sa kawalan.

My perfect girl is gone and my life couldn't get better without her.