August 2nd, 2019
4:00am
Dear diary,
I can't take this feeling anymore. I want to stop wanting him. It's painful almost. To want someone that doesn't want you. I wonder if I'm not good enough for him. I'm not enough. why do I do this to myself? Fuck everything up before something could even start. And then I feel like this with stupid feelings for a stupid guy that I stupidly like. Is this what love is suppose to be? Wanting someone who doesn't want you?
