September 22nd, 2019
12:54am
Dear diary,
I feel like I'm not good enough. Well more I know I'm not. I'm not good enough. But how can I be good enough? Do I need to lose weight? Do I need to dye my hair? Do I need to be funnier? Prettier? Smarter? Probably. But will that get me someone? Because I try so hard to be good enough but no one chooses me. They're never gonna choose the average girl. They want the pretty, smart, skinny girl. And I'm not skinny. I'm not. And I just wish I was because I want to be pretty. Because skinny to all of them is pretty. I want people to care about me as much as I care about them. I give out all my love and happiness to everyone else but I don't have any for myself. I'm not happy. And I don't think I ever will be.
