love [Yoonjin]

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It had been two months since Jin's death. Everyone were crying so badly. Sobbing their eyes out. And Yoongi was one of them. It was their first time and might be the last also for his friends to see  him like that. It was hard for them too because they had to check for Yoongi everyday cause he locked himself in his room. But not for too long cause he himself also know that Jin wouldn't like him to be that way so he tried. He tried to take the fact that Jin is dead. So he did and move on, but deep inside he still miss his baby. His only love. Seokjin.

He always remember that night. Jin's last breath. Its still playing in his head and sometimes it hurts so much he just couldn't move his body at all. His heart  just keep clenching as he remember every detailed of that day until he himself want to end his li- "Yoongi!"

Yoongi snap out and touch his heart. His eyes are glossy. "Yoongi, you need to help yourself and you need us. We will help you so please tell us." Jimin with a worry looking face said to Yoongi. He still concern about Yoongi. They already had their graduation without Jin and ofcourse Yoongi didn't want to come. Their graduation wasn't that good either. Jimin know that Yoongi still couldn't let go of Jin. At night he would scream and wake everyone in the house all because he can't breath at all. It hurts Jimin as well. His brother Yoongi is traumatized because of that day.

"I'm sorry Jimin.. sometimes letting go of the person you love takes a lot of time. And I can't let him go yet. I wish he is still here with me. Holding hands. Protecting and warming up each other." Yoongi giggled a little as he remember their past date. "But now- Jin?" Jimin look down at his coffee. "I know Yoongi..I also wish he is here but now Jin is somewhere safe and he is hap-" Yoongi takes Jimin's hand and look like he just see a ghost. "N-no Jimin..Jin..Ji-Jimin it is Jin!" Yoongi shout and run out. "Ouh not again. Yoongi!" Jimin facepalm himself. Sometimes he think Yoongi might go crazy at this rate.

Yoongi at the other hand know that he is not crazy. His eyes won't lie to him. "Jin..." Yoongi whisper beneath his breath. He keep pushing himself through all the crowds. "Jin.." again. There he stop his track and stare at the person who are a little bit far from him. "J-Jin.." Yoongi said. It's him right? but it couldn't be. Yoongi slowly walk to him. "Yoongi stop!" Jimin pull Yoongi. "No!" Yoongi shout as he look back but he's gone. "No no no! He is right there!" Yoongi shout. Everyone was watching them. Jimin had enough of it. He can't bare looking at his brother like. So he snap. "YOONGI STOP! you see him yourself inside the coffin! Stop before you are going insane! Just Snap out of it Yoongi."

Yoongi just hang his head low. Maybe he is insane. Maybe what Jimin said is true. His mind is going crazy it might explode. "Maybe you are right Jimin. What if i'm not sane anymore. I'm tired. I keep seeing him everywhere. What if i am insane." Yoongi start crying in Jimin's hold. Jimin hug Yoongi and try to tell him that he's not insane. "No..Yoongi you are not insane. I am sorry. I am so sorry. I just..We all are here to help you okay?" Jimin said patting his back. After helping Yoongi feels a little bit better they both went home.

On their way back home. Yoongi can't stop thinking.

Cause it feels so real.

"How many times should I tell you to be careful?"

"I'm sorry. I just miss him so much."

"You know the rules Seokjin. I can only help you this once but not twice."

"I know."

-The end-

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