Blind [HYUNLIX]

[17] The Feelings

     "What's this?"

     A delicious aroma filled over his nostrils as he sat down on a bar chair, placing his elbow on the table. The blonde had a frown, but he stayed silent after he asked.

     "Did you smell this? It's your favourite meal." His thick lips formed a big smile, watching as Felix get deeper in thought. Sitting across the blonde, he placed a plate full of pasta carbonara(?) and a glass of orange juice.

     "...Pasta?" Felix tilted his head a little, trying to figure it out. Hyunjin only smiled, stayed shut. Instead, he took a fork to dig on the pasta, and forward it to Felix's mouth.

     "Why don't you figure it out?" Felix somehow nodded without being a brat, but before he could figure out where the fork is, Hyunjin stopped him.

     "Open your mouth." Hyunjin said, smirking a little. "N-No. I can eat it by myself." Felix glared, and he pretty sure Hyunjin was across him. But deep down, he feel giddy. Having Hyunjin to feed him sounds almost like a dream.

     "-lix? Hey." Hyunjin calls make him snapped from his deep thought. He instantly put that cold expression back on his face. "I said I can eat by myself. Give me that fork." Coldly said, but Hyunjin never get scared.

     "Nah." The short answer from Hyunjin make Felix goes mad for a second. "Fine, then I don't want to eat." He was about to stand up, but Hyunjin immediately grabbed his arms.

     "No, no. Sit down." Hyunjin being a serious for a moment, and Felix, -being the submissive- hesitantly sit down after hearing Hyunjin somewhat growled and mad at him.

     "Let me feed you, okay? I made this by myself. It's hard to even go to the kitchen without being watched by the expert chef there." Hyunjin pouted, although Felix couldn't see.

     "...Fine." Felix gave up, sitting there politely. He don't want Hyunjin to get angry. He had once see Hyunjin being at a angry state, and that experience is terrifying. He swore not to encounter that again.

     "Good." Hyunjin smiled, and he procced to feed Felix after that. "How was it? Is it good?" Hyunjin asked, eyes never leave the lips that was now chewing the pasta.

     "..It kills me to say this...but.." Felix begins, and Hyunjin patiently waiting. "It's so delicious. Like, really really delicious." He formed a small smile, showing Hyunjin some appreciate.

     "Really!? Oh thank god." Hyunjin sighed in relief, having to think that it was bad made himself more awkward and might embarass him as well.

     "..Thank you, Hyunjin." Felix sheepishly said, but immediately replace it with a poker face. Hyunjin watched in awe, never did he realize how beautiful it sound when his name were said by Felix after a very long time.

     Both of them were silent for a moment. But then Felix broke the silence. "So you did still remember my favourite meal. Even after nine months." The last words make him sick, but he don't want to a pathetic in front of Hyunjin.

     "...Yeah. Even after nine months." The mood in the dining table slowly down, no peace vibes coming through them.

     "Felix..I've been meaning to tell you this. From the day I met you after nine months." Hyunjin slowly spoke, he was slightly nervous.

     "I'm sorry."

     He said, and Felix only 'tch'. "For what? Leaving me nine months two weeks and five days? Or made me blind? Or you feel guitly for not listening to my explanation? Or-"

     "Felix. I'm sorry, okay?" Hyunjin's eyes showed guilty, regret, pain and sadness. And it was the feeling he felt right now. Hyunjin wished Felix could see his face, so that he knows just how much he wanted Felix to see the sincere in his talking.