Blind [HYUNLIX]

[3] Him

     "Someone that left you nine months ago..."

     "What are you talking about?" Felix hardly moved his head away, wiggling his wrist to let go. He feel uncomfortable with this tutor, especially his mother is not here and who know what will happen?

     "Don't you recognize me?" The tutor asked again, and forcely let go of Felix's tiny wrist. "No. I don't!" Felix yelled, moving away from his seat. Now Felix feel scared, and he want nothing than escaped from this library.

     "What about my voice? Does it familiar to hear?" The tutor watched as Felix had a deep frown, thinking that maybe he was in a deep thought.

     "No.." Felix opened his mouth, cursing inside his head because of his blindness. Because of him, Felix had to suffer for his life with his broken eyes. Because of him, Felix swore he will kill that kind of man.

     But something is not just right. Yes, the voice is so familiar to hear, but he wasn't so sure if suddenly someone that tutoring him is the one that come crossing his mind. No way right? After all, he died.

     "If you talking nonsense things again, I'll ask my eomma to fired you!" Felix glared, although he can't see. The blonde was about to stand up, but someone grabbed his wrist hardly and making him sit down back.

     "Let me go!" He was really scared right now, and hope something bad is not going to happen. Maybe this tutor is a pervert man, or maybe Felix is going to get kidnapped by a tutor. Who even knows?

     "Calm down. I said I will teach you right?" The tutor swiped his black hair to the side, watching as Felix sit down back with a face that..he assumed going to cry.

     "No, please don't cry." Slowly, he caresses Felix's hair, and within a moment his hand got swiped away forcely, watching that, the tutor think Felix is scared.

     Then, both of them sat in silent. Either one of them start to talk, and the awkward silence come between the air. The black haired tutor moving his eyes beside the blind male, and stare at the old small picture there.

     In the frame, it was Felix and..

     "Do you still love him?" That confusing question really makes Felix annoyed.

     "Who?" Felix asked, rolling his eyes. He was tired; tired with this tutor and his nonsense question. If only he can see..

     "The old picture beside you. It was you and another male. Do you love him?" Felix frowned, and raised his hand in the air to grab the picture. After a few moment, he finally grabbed it, and feel the carved on the frame. Remembering that, it was his old picture with him.

     "No. He died." Felix blankly respond, caressing his thumb on the frame. "Died in my heart." Felix added, staring infront of him.

     "Say, if he come back, what will you do?"

     "I'll kill him. He don't deserve to live." Dangerously said, his grip on the frame tightenen.

     "In your state like this?" Felix snapped his head toward the voice of the tutor, sending him his dangerous glare.

     "Even if he come, you can't see and didn't know where he is." Felix hold in his anger, not wanting to burst right now. Of course! Blind people are useless, they can't see but why do you have to say like that?

     "Maybe he die, or maybe he's alive. Or--maybe he's here with you." Again, the tutor and his nonsense things.

     "Just what are you talking about!?" Felix can't. He can't with this stupid tutor. He must get out of here.

     "You don't want to love him back?" Another question and question! What next? Felix rolled his eyes, shaking his head in annoyance.

     "Why would I love him back? He left me! He left me with broken eyes! I'm suffering because of him! There's no way someone will develop feelings for someone that make you suffer!"

     "Then, that's why I told you I'll teach you how to love someone back."

     "What? Love someone like him? You don't know what have he done to me! Don't interfere in my life!!" Felix had a small tears formed at the edge of his eyes.

     "What if he was sorry for what have he did? Sincerely sorry? Will you forgive him?"

     He moved his head away, and placed the frame back on the table hardly. "...If he really loves me and come back to me..watching me and care for me, then..." He trailed off, fiddling with his fingers.

     There was some deep feelings in Felix's heart that Felix still loves him, but at the same time, Felix expected that there's no way that guy will come back..

     The tutor smirked, but go unnoticed by his blindness.

     "Oh, but he's here Lix. He's here. Infront of you. What will you do?"  

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