The Boyfriend Twin. (Jacksgap Fanfic) ✓

Chapter 14.

I wanted to tell Finn, and I wanted to tell him how I really feel about the baby. I really do want to have a family, but then I thought about it, and I feel that starting a family is too early.

I really do want to have a baby, but in the future. I sit on the stool by the island, and wait for him with my leg twitching very fast. I was nervous. Because he agreed to having a family when I told him.

I suddenly hear the door knock and almost jump out of my seat. I get up, and walk to the door turning the knob and pulling it. Finn comes in taking off his jacket and boots.

"Sorry I'm late," he said. He hung the jacket on the rack and put the boots on the side. "So what did you want to tell me?" I walk over to him, and hold his hands and feel his warm arms. I look in his eyes with confusion in them. I sigh heavily faking a smiled.

"I need to tell you something," I said. I put his hand on my stomach. "It's about the baby."

"What about the baby?" He said. I look down and I just wish someone else can tell this not me. I remove his hand from my stomach and hold it.

"I'm not ready," I admitted to him. His face softened and I knew he was understanding. "I know it sounds stupid but, having a baby before a wedding just sounds too much for me. We'll be away on our honeymoon, and not have enough time to take care of a baby. I want it to have a better home."

"Your saying you wish to have a baby in the future?" He said. I sadly nodded my head, knowing that he is a little upset and understands. "I understand. And I was probably going to say something too."

"I'm sorry Finn," I said to him looking down sad. He his fingers under my chin, and lifts my head up, making me look at him.

"It's okay Sara. I do understand. And I know maybe, in sometime in the future, we will have a wonderful baby," he said. I hugged him, and I felt let not to let go.

I'm just glad he could understand, and know that I can forgive him for what has happened. He is Finn Harries, who has a twin brother named Jack Harries. And I'm marrying him, and giving up his future. But I already know that he can forgive me.

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Months later...
Everything changed. I let go of the baby, and Finn and I didn't tell Jack or Ella about it. Finn and I did tell Gwen and Caleb...well, I did. As parents they understood it, and excepted my decision.

The baby was a girl. And I named her Harper. She went home to a wonderful baby, and I know that she won't know I'm her mother. Or that Finn is her father. But she'll be a beautiful girl, and have a wonderful family.

So, now our wedding is coming up, and I'm at the gown shop with Ella and Gwen. I had this one gown on that was really beautiful. It was a strapless gown, with a black belt wrapped around it, and a boutique of ruby red roses. Standing on the platform, looking at the mirror, I saw how beautiful it was.

"That is absolutely beautiful Sara! You look like a wonderful bride!" Ella said, straightening some of it out. I smiled at my reflection.

"You look so stunning," Gwen said with a smile on her face. The last time I looked at the reflection, I saw myself as a girl going on a date with a young British boy I didn't really know, but now I see myself as a young woman, getting married to the man I want to spend the rest of my life with.

"What do you think?" I heard the woman say with a smile on her face. I looked at myself one more time, and smiled and nodded my head, knowing this dress was the right one.

"I'll take it!" I said. Everyone screamed and smiled at me and knew that I made the right decision. I went in the changing room, and changed back into my regular clothes, and the woman put the dress into a bag and on a hanger.

I was getting nervous about the wedding. So I'll be walking down the isle, and looking up to see Finn Harries as the man I'm going to spend my life with, and who I will love during that time.

And I will, have the time of my life.