The Bet

Cruel

Jimin's POV

"Hyung wait for me there, just gotta fix my stuff. It's a mess." I turned to hobi hyung and saw him nod, "tss you're a mess. Fix yourself and stop moping around because of him. He's not worth it, jimin."

*sigh*

Am i that obvious? I mean i really tried so hard to hide all those pained expressions, but i guess i really can't hide it away completely.

If hyung was able to notice it that easily, maybe the other members had already, they're just not telling it. They dont have any idea about me falling for the maknae.

.....or am i the one oblivious to all this?

Jhope left, leaving his bags and only bringing with him his wallet. Now im alone. As always.....

I started fixing my things. Wondering how i got messy with my stuffs when i hate being messy. Through all the day, all my things were supposed to be as organized as i want it to be, like last time.

....you're a mess.....

I think i am.... a mess.

Ever since that tragic day.... i've been down and... messy, like how hyung described me awhile ago. I didnt put much attention to how messy and unorganized i have been.

He really impacted me that much huh? One word from him and im completely ruined. I really love him that much.

While i was fixing my stuffs i went to grab my pen that was underneath jungkook's table, i can almost reach it when I accidentally bumped his table. His notebook's fell open and i saw a tiny green paper falling out.

I went to grab it but hesitated on reading. It's meant for jungkook's eyes only. Hell im not even allowed to touch what's his. Damn this temptation is too much!

I stared at the paper, contemplating on whether to open it or not but in the end i did.

...it wouldnt hurt to see, right?

As soon as i opened it, my heart shattered into million pieces.

"My apartment, later 9 pm. See you later babe~"
-Taehyungie

That was what's written in the paper.

Before i can fold it and put it back, tears ran down my eyes, to my cheeks and dropped into my closed fists.

I fight the urge to rip the paper and throw it in the trash as it hurts me so much. But as much as i want to... i can't. Jungkook is not mine in the first place. He belonged to taehyung and him only.

I put it back carefully and fixed his notebooks, settling on top of his desk before fixing mine. I let my tears flow, not really caring since i'm the only person in here.

After fixing, i wiped my tears away with the hem of my jacket. I dont want them to see me again, sulking like last time. I barely even talk to them that time. Like as if ive shut all of them out, except for hobi hyung. Out of all my hyungs, he's the closest to me... as of now.

I left no evidences of redness in my eye and also tears, i started walking towards the cafeteria and opened the door. My eyes looked around for our table and lucky enough i found it quickly.

I neared them and i was disappointed to see only four of them in the table.

Of course, they would go missing.

"Oh hey jimin, just in time!! The food is arriving soon, take a sit." Jin hyung said. I took my seat beside hobi hyung, not really in the mood to start a conversation. But i just wanna ask something.

"Where's taehyung and.....jungkook?" I trailed. Seriously? I can't even sound alright by just saying his name.

"Oh them? They went somewhere." Namjoon hyung dismissed like as if not wanting to talk about them.

"Somewhere?..." I asked, waiting for him to continue. I'm starting to get nervous suddenly. How could i not be when that stupid letter means alot. The letter that Taehyung gave to jungkook, the one on his notebook.

"Over the rainbow. Hahahah." Jhope added. This horse, aish!

I chuckled at his attempt of joke but atleast, he was able to lighten the mood.

"Jimin-ah. Are you fine?" My head turned to look at jin hyung. I only realized that he's been watching me intently all this time. No wonder he's been quiet.

"What makes you ask that?" I asked dumbly, trying to hide the tension building around us. I looked everywhere but him, just like my teacher, he can see through you.

"Jimin. look at me." He said, voice laced with full authority. I obeyed him and slowly look into his eyes. At first i saw confusion, but now i see pity in them and sadness.

"Hyung, please..... dont pity me. I hate being pitied. " i said, i looked down as i can't handle his intense stares. He sighed and tapped my arm.

"Just remember that your hyungs are here for you. Especially hobi-hyung, which i know is living with you now. You can rely on him, on us. Well maybe except Suga." He said, "hey watch it! I've been with him for 3 years ya know." He snapped.

Jin just rolled his eyes and turn to me again. "Go find him." He said meaningfully.

I looked at him, confused.

"Find him? Who?" I said, trying to act dumb and stupid.

"You know who. Now go, dont wanna see your sulky face." He shooed me using his hands.

I stood up and went to find jungkook. I dont wanna ask them how they know. I know that i am obvious, no need to dig into that topic anymore.

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