My Escapade..

My Frankenstein

Breath by breath, it became even more difficult
To hold onto you, and to let go as well
But somehow, these days, I've found the courage
To forget at all of the sea-sickening voyage

That shook up my earth but somehow left me apiece
To watch all the rubble tear apart my peace
Im alive as a body, and a soul in denial
Because some wounds are better left untouched and fake a smile.

The hurricane you were, the cyclonic calamity
The monster even bigger than my biggest atrocities
You dont look so big now from the distance I covered
A tiny speck, a mere dent in the universe.

I look at you and dont feel the tremor anymore
That would make me shiver at thoughts even mere
Somehow, you dont move my earth anymore
But you exist, and thats even worse it appears

How is it, that I can look at you now
And not even be bothered
Not hurt, nor careful
Of the way you smother

Is this moving on
And is it only hecause of the new calamity
The calm storm that has swooped me in
And kept me safe, in all this chaos

This rubble you left, he didnt clean it up,
But he did simply just watch me do it
And you onow what? Im dont mind
The loss of your tremors

My giant Frankenstein, my tiny mistake
My giant calamity, with a little good taste
I no more fear you, qnd it puzzles me how
I no more care, of what you sow.