White Roses🥀

Anxiety~🥀💐

I awoke in a beige colored room, the windows opened half way and the mid-day wind blowing in making the curtains attached to them flow along. I looked around and the faint but amazing smell of burt caramel and wood attacked my nose.

I sat up a bit and looked around the room for any sign of other beings in the room that I assumed belonged to Kacchan. My head began to throb and my stomach began to hurt.

I groggily slipped off of the couch and slowly made my way to the door. As I was stepping up to the door handle, a noise startled me out of my clouded thoughts.

"Where are you going?" The familiar voice rang quietly through the room.

"I was just going to return to my room," I said turning away from the door to the face the ash blond figure who was, the one and only, Kacchan.

He walked up to me and grabbed my wrist. He pulled me back over to the couch he had in his room and sat me next to him.

"Listen, I... D-Izuku... I... can you.... *sigh* I need a fake boyfriend to get Sharky off my ass, he has feelings for me and I don't return them. He won't leave me the fuck alone," he said looking away.

I was shocked, why did he choose me? He could have chosen Denki or Sero. I was confused and scared.

"W-well Kacchan, didn't you hate m-me? Why did you even choose me? You could have chosen someone else," my face heated up half way through my statement.

"Everyone will believe it better, I don't even KNOW WHY, but everyone keeps TEASING me about you and Shitty Hair gets jealous when they do so..."

"I-I mean, if you want, I can..." I said turning my head away from him to hide my blush. I soon felt a hand on my chin and a small force pulling my head towards Kacchan. My lips then felt this weird sensation, a sensation of contact. My eyes widened as soon as I figured out what was going on, but I slowly melted into the kiss.

The kiss lasted a couple seconds and Kacchan finally unconnected his lips from mine. He looked up at something behind me and I turned around to see a heart broken face with red hair, Kirishima.

I instantly felt his hurt and pain. I turned back around and dropped my head in shame. I then heard quiet footsteps and the door closing. I looked up to see Kacchan with a smirk on his face.

"Why were you blushing earlier?" He said staring at me with his dominant and strong stare. Oh fuck.

"I don't know, do I have a fever?" I said with a faked confused face. I've grown up faking emotions, it's like controlling my emotions but not, ya know?

"I don't fucking know, you better figure it out I don't want to get sick either!" He said getting up and leaving to the kitchen.

"Mmm, is that all you needed, Kacchan?

"I guess, also, dunce face and elbows invited us for a double date to the movies tonight since we didn't make it through the first movie, we're going. Oh, and please don't get sick again."

"Oh ok, come to my dorm when you want to leave, bye Kacchan." I said as I walked over to the door and opened it. I walked out of the door and calmly walked to my dorm. Once I made it in I instantly fell apart, my head was throbbing, my stomach hurt, my medicine wore off cause I took a lower dose than I needed and now, I just feel like shit at this point.

I decided that a walk over to the school gardens was a good idea to help calm myself. I walked down the path made of White Roses and made my way into the island that held tables to sit down at.

I took a seat at the table closest to the flowers, close enough to where I can reach out my arm half way and touch the precious things. I instantly felt calm, I deeply inhaled the sweetness of the White Roses and felt my anxiety, depression, pain, and stress leave my body as I exhaled slowly.

I began on the subject that got me into this mess, Anorexia. Why did I even think that I could down that food and not get sick? Oh wait I know, I got too caught up in my head and emotions to even rethink my situation. Now I ended up with a terrible headache plus a stomachache and its not even past 12 yet.

But, the main cause of my stress is Kacchan. First of all, what the hell? Why so sudden? Why me even? He could have just tried out the relationship with Kirishima, at least Kiri would make Kacchan more happy than I ever will. So why the fuck me?

Second of all, I'm not gonna lie, it made me happy he chose me, but I realized that he hated even the sight of me so why did he chose me?

Third of all, I started to give up on Kacchan and slowly drifted away from him. Being hated by one of the people that bring you actual happiness is heartbreaking and you will start to drift away from that person with out even realizing it. Me, I did it on purpose, he hates me so the less he had to deal with me the more happy or chill, I guess for Kacchan, he is.

I've learned to keep my space from the person he was but we always ended up in the same room, spot, team, or even place. It started to agitate me, so I started to completely ignore him as much as I could. But, here we are, in a fake relationship, about to go to the movies again for the second time today. I decided to return to my dorm and take some medication for my stomach, head, and emotions.

When I finished, I plopped down on my bed and drifted asleep before I had to get up and leave the comfortness of my room for a second time today.

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