White Roses🥀

Breakfast~🍽🥀

⚠️WARNING⚠️
EATING DISORDER
IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED
DO NOT READ

I awoke in the room alone, feeling the soft, but blinding light flow through the window. I sat up slowly and kicked my feet over the side of the bed. I stood slowly to not get dizzy and felt a sharp pain flow through my ankle.

Oh yeah, last night.... Great. I leave the room, limping across the floor, and the smell of waffles and fruit fill my small nose. I walk to the kitchen and peek around the corner.

Kacchan was wearing a black tank and some plaid night pants. He looked up and saw me, his crimson eyes piercing through my soul.

"You act like I'm gonna fucking bite you," he grumbled. I responded with a little squeak and stepped forward so I wasn't hiding anymore. I leaned onto my right leg so I wouldn't have to put too much pressure on my ankle.

"You need to be sitting and not puting pressure on your leg," he said returning his gaze to cutting the fruit.

"But I don't want to," I whined, leaning on the wall. I moved my gaze to the ceiling and stood there, my back on the wall. I instantly felt a rush of air and was thrown over a shoulder.

"Kacchan, put me down!!" I yelled, kicked around, and hit his back, trying to get out of his hold. He threw me onto the couch and once he turned around, I stood back up and followed him. He stopped instantly and I ran into his back.

"If you dont sit down I will make you," Kacchan demanded as he turned around.

"I know how to take care of myself, Kacchan. I don't need you treating me like I don't," I tried to walk around him, but he grabbed my wrist, threw me onto the couch, and towered himself on top of me, pinning me to the couch.

"I don't think that I stuttered when I said that I would make you," he said moving his lips close to my ear. My breath hitched in my throat and I started to squirm to try and squeeze out of his grip.

He raised his head and moved it to my face, gently placing his lips onto mine in an attempt to calm me down. Well, let's just say it worked, I closed my eyes and instantly melted into it.

He removed his lips from mine after few seconds. His crimson eyes staring into my soft green. He stood up and walked back into the kitchen leaving me in a confused daze.

I love him so much, I just wish he would return the feelings that I have tried so hard to get rid of only for them to grow stronger.

I've always wanted to be with Kacchan, but he always bullied me and beat me. I wish that he just cared, I don't eat so he likes my body, I'm quiet so he doesn't think I'm annoying, and I try my hardest to dodge him so I don't piss him off. I don't even know why I agreed to this, it's just gonna make things worse for us.

I laid down and got comfortable so I could put my foot up. I really miss how close me and Kacchan were as kids, how he would always help me up when I fell and how he would protect me from bullies. I wish that Kacchan didn't change.

I was knocked out of my thoughts when I heard Kacchan yell my name for breakfast. I stood up and walked over to the table.

"I'm not hungry, I don't want to eat," I said fiddling with my hands behind my back.

"Take your shirt off," Kacchan returned calmly. Oh shit, I'm so fucking fat he's gonna laugh at me.

"B-but-" I started.

"Take it off, or else I will," He responds with more force.

"F-fine," I slowly began to lift the shirt as I see Kacchan's eyes go wide. I quickly pull my shirt back down out of fear from being made fun of.

"WHY THE HELL CAN I SEE ALL OF YOUR GODDAMN BONES?! DO YOU NOT EAT OR SOMETHING?!" I look away from him not wanting to answer the question. He walks over to me and grabs my wrist and pulled me to the table, forcing me into a chair.

"Eat your goddamn food!" I slowly and shakily picked up the fork, carefully stabbed an egg and slowly put it into my mouth.

"Ugh, I'm gonna go shower and change, if your food isn't at least half way gone, I swear Deku," Kacchan stated as he stood and went onto his room.

I slowly begin to eat and I dug myself back into my thoughts.

Why is he forcing me to eat? Is he trying to make me even more fat so he could bully me more? Probably, but I'd rather eat so I dont get the rather from Kacchan. My bones are visible? I guess I haven't really noticed how visible they are.

I pull out my phone and turned on the camera to look at my tiny body. Wow, I guess I am pretty boney. At least I'm not fucking fat I guess.

I put my phone down and continue to eat slowly. Kacchan said he had to take a shower, I wonder... No, Izuku, stop it. Not right now. Just eat your food.

WORD COUNT: 901

Hello my loves❤,

I apologize for my absence I have been going through so much this year and my year started off terrible, I'm also so thankful for the support and love on my story so far and the next chapter will be posted soon. I plan on doing a spam today, so we will see how it goes.