White Roses🥀

Secrets~🤐🥀

Warning:
There are triggering topics of rape, if you dont like please skip or ignore

I awoke feeling much better than I did earlier. I sat up and checked the time, 5:42. I'm guessing we're leaving at six, so I decided to get up and prepare myself, mentally and physically. I took a nice shower, combed my hair in a successful attempt to control it a bit, and threw on a pair of black ripped skinny jeans with a yellow long sleeve crop top. I sat on my bed and went through my social media, stopping at one article that caught my eye.

"The criminal Trenton McAlice has ecsaped prison!"

Welp, I'm fucked. I've met that person before and because my dad brought him home a few nights before he left. I don't like remembering that night, its one of the reasons why I hate my dad. That guy scares me and I hate being touched by certain people because of him. He is one of the reasons I'm so mentally sick and why I hate myself. Nobody, not even Uraraka, knows about this. I keep this to myself because I'm scared of judgement and hate, people could think that I'm dirty, used, and useless. I mean, they probably already do, but to the point that even Uraraka would hate me.

My anxiety skyrocketed and I had to stop it before it destroyed me, but I couldn't take anything for it because I can only take one pill every twelve hours. I just had to suck it up and deal with it. Besides, I'm going out with friends I'll live. Maybe I-

I was pulled out my thoughts by a knock on my door. I looked at the door and slowly stood up to make my way over to the white door and open it.

"Hey nerd, you ready?" Kacchan said with his normal attitude and eye-roll.

"Y-yeah, let's go," I said aloud, before I have a panic attack. I walked out of the room after grabbing my wallet, phone, and dorm key.

We walked out to the parking lot in front of the school gates and got into Kacchan's car.

"We are gonna go eat first cause the movie doesn't start until 8. We're meeting Dunce face at the cafe."

"Oh ok," After the quick conversation, I stared out the window, bouncing my leg out of anxiety, watching the town pass by while we drive. I wonder where Trenton went after he escaped. He might even still be in town. God, I hope not, he could come after me again. Oh God, no no no no no. I was beginning to regret leaving my dorm. My phone 'pinged' and to get it I had to lift my but.

Mom💔: Izuku, there is someone at the house for you.

Me: Who?

Mom💔: I don't know, I thinks he's friends with your dad.

My heart dropped.

Me: Mom, if you care about me or your life, leave the house. NOW!!

Mom💔: Where should I go?

Me: Go to the police station. Tell them there is a rapist in your home.

Mom💔: What?

Me: No questions, just GO!!

Mom💔: Ok Izu

Me: Please don't call me that mom.

Mom💔: 🙄

I put my phone in my pocket and continued to bounce my leg out of pure fear.

We finally pulled up to the cafe and as I tried to get out, my legs were wobbly because of how anxious I was, I fell onto Kacchan.

"S-Sorry," I said pushing myself off him and trying to regain my balance.

"Tch, whatever," He grumbled.