Frerard one shots 2

My chemical romance

THIS...this might hurt yalls feelings but HEY, would it really be my book if it wasn't sad and smutty??
Suggestions always open!

The smoke danced up into the night sky. Frank sat by himself behind one of the tour vans, he just needed time to himself. Since he joined my chem he'd been experiencing new thing. New friends, new music and new feelings. Frank loved all the band members like brothers but Gerard...Gerard felt different.

They would always make weird eye contact. A blush would always appear on their face when they were by themselves. Frank couldn't explain why. Why he got butterflies around him, why his hands got clammy around him, why his brain just seemed to shut off around him. Frank tossed the end of the cigarette on the ground and stomped on it.

He knew he had a thing for boys but this felt different. Sure he'd thought some boys back in high school were handsome but Gerard wasn't just handsome. Gerard was beautiful, his hair, his nose, his eyes and those cute little teeth.

"There you are" a voice called. Frank turned his head and saw Gerard walking towards him, a smile on his face. Frank immediately felt his stomach tie in a knot. His mouth felt dry, it was cold outside but frank started sweating.

"Hey man, you were looking for me?" Frank smiled and almost fangirled when Gerard sat next to him. Gerard nodded and lit up a cigarette.
"Yeah man, you disappeared after the set" he said and blew out the smoke. Frank didn't even wanna look at him. He wasn't even sure how he'd managed to actually talk back to him.

"Well not like y'all missed me" frank giggled and looked down at his lap. His eyes almost bulged out when he felt Gerard's hand lay on top of his. His heart was pounding. He slowly turned to look at Gerard who was already looking at him.

"I did" Gee smiled scrunching his pixie nose a bit. Frank couldn't even talk, his brain had exploded. He let out a nervous giggled and looked down at Gerard's hand on top of his. A wave of heat spread through frank's body and face, his blush spreading to his ears.

"Frank I need to tell you something," Gerard started and stepped on his cigarette. Frank looked up, his eyes meeting Gerard's half hooded eyes. His face was being lit by the moon light, making him look like the vampire he'd always wanted to be. Gerard had a blush on his face also making his skin look paler than it was.

"G-go on" frank gulped not really being able to hide the shakiness in his voice. Gerard sighed and put a strand of hair behind his ear.

"Do...do you feel this? This tension between us?" Frank nodded, his eyes roaming around Gerard's perfect face. "I know what you're talking about. How I only see your face in the crowd? How my ears perk up at the mention of your name?" Frank was basically just rambling on now, confessing that Gerard was all and everything.

Gerard in bed closer to frank, his breath ghosting over frank's lips. Frank couldn't resist, he inched forward and their lips met. Words fail to express the type of jolts frank felt through his body. His heart was pounding in his ears. They kissed slowly and the word seem to stop, only him and Gerard. Gerard pulled in closer turning his face at an angle to deepen the kiss. Frank placed his hand on the back of Gerard's neck, he needed him closer he needed Gerard.

Frank ran his tongue on Gerard's bottom lip and almost melted when gee's tongue met his. Frank felt dizzy, he felt so many emotions all at once. Gerard cupped franks face. There were quite groans and moans as they tugged on each other's lips.