Chapter 8

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Daniel's POV

I can't believe she likes me, Lizzie likes me or according to Emerson she does and Emerson isn't one to lie to someone he's the most truthful guy I know.

I slowly walked into the back lounge seeing Lizzie sitting watching the tv, she looked at me as I walked into the small room and gave me a small smile causing butterflies in my stomach.

"Hi" she said smiling with a small blush on her face causing me to blush, I couldn't look at her without my head going blurry and my stomach feeling sick.

"Hey" I said back, my voice couldn't have sounded anymore nervous.

She gave me a concerted look before patting the sofa giving me the sigh to sit down beside her which I took the offer sitting down automatically looking down at my hands resting on my lap.

"What's wrong Dan?" she said moving a bit closer to me causing me to flitch a little, my anxiety was going wild, I've liked Lizzie for a while and finding out she might like me too my brain didn't know how to take it. She was perfect and could get any guy she dreamed of someone like me would be so lucky to get someone like her as a girlfriend.

"Oh nothing" I half mumbled still not giving her eye contact, all I really wanted was to ask her on a date or even just tell her I liked her but the fear of being rejected was running through my veins.

I felt a soft single finger go under my chin lifting my head up and soon my eyes were locked onto a pair of beautiful brown ones and that's when my boy did something I honestly never thought it had the guts too do.

I slowly leaned in towards her and soon my lips were touching hers and for the first five seconds all I could do was let my body melt into the kiss, actually doing something I have been dying to do for so long but soon my anxiety caught up with me as I quickly pulled away not even looking at her as I quickly got up leaving the room and walking right out the tour bus not even knowing if we just parked for gas or if we were at our location I just needed space to breath.

I walked to a small area of grass and sat down, my legs crossed letting out a loud sigh. I finally did something I've been dying to do and then I ran, I might as well have "world biggest idiot" tattooed on my forehead.

I lye down looking at the bright blur sky watching the clouds slowly go by mentally hitting myself for being such a idiot for even kissing Lizzie let alone running away afterwards, I have to share a bus with her let alone I'm best friends with her brothers I couldn't have fucked up anymore if I tried.

I soon felt my phone buzz, pulling my phone out my pocket I mumbled a quiet "Fuck" when I saw the name on the called I.D.

"Hey Seb, What's up?" I said trying to make my voice sound like I was calm but sadly it wasn't working.

"Where the fuck did you go Curcio?" he sounded angry, he knows I kissed lizzie and now hates me because I'm a fuck up shit.

"Just went out dude I'll be back soon, you good?" You could hear my voice beginning to shake, the cool act wasn't going to fool Sebastian he was more than a best friend he was a brother and knew how to read me.

"I'm fine, just don't be long okay?" I gave him a quick "Mhm" before hanging up and closing my eyes, running my hands through my hair. Sebastian wasn't one for holding in his anger and when it came to his family, he would kill anyone who even looked at them the wrong way, the Kropp's were all attached at the hip and protected each other till death something I honestly wish me and Melon had.

I might be acting all happy having my little sister here back in America with me but honestly there is a small part of me that is holding onto the past and just won't let go.

Melon and myself were attached at the hip before she moved, we told each other everything or so I thought. When our dad passed away and nor really knowing our mom I took upon myself to guard that girl with my life and I thought I was doing an alright job till one night a random guy which now I know the voice being

Awsten rang my phone telling me he had Melon at his after her ex attacked her.

I remember the feeling of my heart breaking clueless to who Awsten was let alone my little sister being in such a bad place.

I remember running to the address I was given and when seeing her I lost it, I started screaming asking why she never told me anything and why this random English guy knew so much more than me, she told me she never wanted to see me again and the next week she moved to England without saying a word, wasn't till her third year of her uni course till I heard from her and that she was dating the singer Yungblud which I kinda found out myself, was weird seeing a picture of my little sister kissing someone famous on Instgram.

I never did forgive myself for what happened and now she's half forgiven me and moved back I feel like I have to protect her with my life that's why when Remington kissed her my mind went wild, I know Rem would never hurt her but any guy touching her makes all the memories come flooding back.

I sat up quickly running my hands through my hair once again taking a few deep breaths before standing up begging my walk back to the tour bus preparing myself for what was to come. 

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