Sound of My Heart | B.C X Reader | ✔

•9. Heart.

~I'll be by your side, trust me until the end.~

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You idiot. Why would you run away from him? Were you scared? Nervous? Overwhelmed?

Self doubting thoughts filled your head all day as you walked around Seoul. The heat was bearable today, which was good. You were by the Han river, and you sat down once you found a nice spot to sit.

You sighed deeply as you looked out to the water, glistening in the sun. "I'm sorry Chan," you mumbled to yourself.

"Hyung, you just got back why are you already making music?" Jisung asked Chan as he saw him on the couch with his laptop. Chan couldn't hear since he had both of his headphones in, and Jisung sighed. He sat on the couch beside the pale man and pulled one of the chords out of Chans ear.

"Hyung, you should be resting, not working," Jisung frowned.

"Resting why? I'm not hurt anymore, it's not like I got shot," Chan joked. He had a big smile on his face, but it wasn't amusing to Jisung. They stared at eachother, and Jisung frowned more. Chan sighed at that face.

"Okay. I'll stop working and chill," Chan said. Jisung's smile returned in seconds at that.

"Good! Changbin, let's play some video games with Chan!" Jisung shouted. The three ended up playing games all day, laughing and joking with eachother like before. Nothing could make Chan happier than being with his family.

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Soft knocks were heard against the door later into the night. The sun had fallen, taking the heat with it, and stars sprinkled the sky. The moon was a waxing crescent now, making it look a little like a banana.

You stood outside swaying in the calm summer breeze, but nothing about your thoughts were calm. You were anxious, and nervous. You couldn't stop playing with you fingers, and your feet stayed shifting in place.

What felt like forever for you was in reality thirty seconds when Changbin opened the door to Chans home.

"Oh? Hey Y/n! Did you have fun with your friend?" Changbin asked as he ushered you inside.

"Is that Y/n finally?" Jisung asked from the living room. You heard him before you saw him, and Jisung came around the corner, gifting you with a big smile.

"You were gone all day! I thought you'd never come back," Jisung joked. You smiled softly at him.

"Sorry, I lost track of time," you spoke quietly.

"Well that's okay. Are you staying here for the night?" Changbin asked, and you shrugged.

"You should stay with us! We're staying over, and tomorrow we can help you get a hotel or figure out who you want to stay with for the time being," Jisung said.

"I'll have to think about it, but I need to speak to Chan for a bit. Just the two of us if you don't mind."

"Of course! Come on Jisung, let's go set up a place for her to sleep," Changbin said, then the two walked off. You gulped anxiously, and slowly walked into the living room.

"...Chris?" You called out, and the nervous boy looked up at you. Chan obviously knew you had came in, but he pretended he didn't know as he looked over at you and smiled softly.

"Hi Y/n!" He waved. You sucked in a breath of air at his response, and sat down on the couch beside him. There was a noticeable space between you two, and you frowned.

"We need to talk," you said seriously.

"No, it's okay. I understand that you don't feel the same for me, and I over stepped some boundaries, so your reaction was perfectly fine," Chan said.

"What? No but-"

"Y/n it's okay, really. As long as we're still great friends I could care less," Chan interrupted you, and he smiled. You looked at him with your jaw dropped. You were getting a bit frustrated at what he said, because for one it wasn't true, and two, he was just bottling up his emotions.

Him doing that is what led to this whole situation in the first place!

"Chan you idiot!" You groaned. "Quit doing that! Just... just tell me how you really feel! I know I hurt you and I know I made you feel bad, but it wasn't my intention to! I just got nervous and scared, and I wasn't expecting you to ever feel the same way I feel about you. I didn't mean to run out like that, it's just, this is something new to me. Being confessed to by your crush. I know that this is just excuses but, it's how I feel and I'm sorry I did this to you, but please don't lie to me or yourself."

After you blurted everything out, you both were silent. You thought about what you had just said, and once you realized everything you said, your eyes widened. "Oh... I think I said to much," you mumbled.

Chan chuckled at that and smiled at you. "No," he shook his head. "I think you said just enough." You didn't know what to say as you looked at Chan expectantly, and he looked down at his hands in his lap.

"I can honestly say that I was mad. At myself. I got mad, then I felt sad, then I felt hurt, and then I told myself I was fine. That's what I've been doing for a while now. I thought you would be mad at me as well for confessing but, now I know that I don't have to worry about that. I'm genuinely sorry though still, and I genuinely accept your apology."

"I accept yours as well. Although, it wasn't needed," you grinned. Chan looked up at you and grinned as well, then you both laughed. He opened his arms for a hug, and you gladly hugged your best friend.

Technically this had been the first time you hugged him since you came back, and it felt just as it used to. His arms around your shoulders, your head on his chest, his warmth around you, and the smell of laundry detergent and cologne made you feel happy. You missed these type of hugs.

"So, I have a question now," Chan said, and you both separated from the hug.

"What's your question?"

"Remember how you said you'd do anything for me?" Chan asked, and you nodded. Chan grinned at that, and his grin was so wide his dimple showed.

"Will you be my girlfriend then?"

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A/n

Bangchan best leader! That's it. That's the note.

Just kidding! I have like a few things to say so first, thank you for all the love and support for this book! It means a lot to me, and I'm glad you all enjoyed it. This is also a very cliche ish chapter and I cringed a bit while writing so sorry if it is cringeyyyyy.

Technically this is the last chapter? But there is an epilogue coming so stay tuned for that tomorrow! Anyways, I hope you guys enjoyed this last chapter! Bye my weirdos!
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