𝘿𝙤𝙣𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚 | 𝘾𝙤𝙡𝙗𝙮 𝘽𝙧𝙤𝙘𝙠

twelve

"uh, hi"
"hi maddi."

This is so awkward. Why is this so awkward. Why did today have to be the day I see him. If I could be anywhere else in the world right now I would be there. I can't stand the awkwardness anymore.

"how are you?"
"g-good"

He stumbled his words. I hope he's actually good and not just lying.

"that's good colby, i'm happy for you"
"yeah. how are you?"
"could be better i'm not gonna lie"

He put his head down looking at his shoes. This is still so awkward.

"do you maybe want to actually catch up sometime, like somewhere nice?"

Of course this is happening. Why did I know this was gonna happen.

"um- sure why not"

I was hesitant and it was obvious. How could I not be hesitant about this. We date for 10 months then he cheats on me then we don't see each other for a month and a half and the second he sees me he wants to go out to dinner. I mean, come on.

"great, i'll text you then"
"okay cool"

I started walking in the direction that I wanted to go before I saw him. When I passed him I could feel him looking at me. Im starting to dread the rest of this day. Seeing him brought my whole mood down.

I walked back to my apartment and threw my half drank coffee away. I don't really have an appetite anymore. I decided I was going to nap until I had to get ready to go to Xephers.

Hello this is super short but I wanted to get something out because I havent updated in about a week. Sorry about that btw ive been extremely busy especially because of thanksgiving. i hope u had a great thanksgiving btw:) ok ill shut up now