Still Loving You

The Truth

Jennie pov
I'm now here outside lili house I pressed the door bell. And I heard foot steps when the door open she saw me and just walk back to her room and I closed the door before shortly following her to the room.

"Say what you want after you're done leave" she told me coldly

I was hurt yet shock as my lili never ever talked to me like this.

"Lili please... don't talk to me like that" my tears are about to come out.

"Then what do you want? You really expect me to treat you like before, after you deceiving me like that? You have no right to call me lili anymore... Why jennie, why? why did you have to lie to me if you do not see a future between you and me, why did you not just say so? Why would you lead me on like that? And have me to watch the truth by seeing you and Kai kissing." Lisa said tears slipping off her eyes. 

"And then shortly after you kissed him you remembered me then you text me, and you say you want alone time? and want to walk yourself? But ended up lying to your best friend and getting up to go in kai car?" Tell me jennie... why did you lie to me, that you might consider me when you don't even plan to consider me you know it hurts jennie, it hurts Alot...." She continued

Now me and Lisa are crying together tears rolling down like some kind of waterfall.

"Lisa please, i did not mean to" i tried to speak 

"but YOU ALREADY HURT ME JENNIE RUBY JANE, YOU ALREADY HURT ME!! And it hurts a lot like really a lot!!!!" Lisa shouted at me

"LISA MANOBAN, CAN YOU LISTEN? Are we actually best friends? AM I REALLY YOUR BEST FRIEND??? Best friends do not always hold their friends hand, kiss them on the cheeks and hug them. You know how embarassing it is? People might think we are dating" i said out of anger 

Suddenly Lisa face turned pale, "so that is how you really feel the whole time, why did you not say anything but its okay i get it now" Lisa said 

"nono that is not what i mea-" i tried to say.

"Just go jennie please leave me alone I need to be alone for this few days please...." Lisa said, back facing me 

Please for me if you still treat me as your friend just give me this respect please.

"I'm sorry lili I'll make it up to you" I said while crying. After I left lili house I immediately went to the nearest bar and ordered vodka and I straight away drank from the bottle, I don't care if I will get a bad hungover tomorrow but now all I want to know is that can the alcohol really clear my head. I dont care as my heart is so painful now...

Lisa pov
Ring ring ring
*Picked up*
"What's up Lisa why did you call?" jungkook said

"jung? can you all come to my house now I need you guys..." Lisa 

"ok I'll ask them to come over just wait for us for 15 minutes" after that I hung up.

It hurts so much that I can't even explain why is it so painful, I rolled myself up as a ball and hugged my legs and cried my tears out.

Sana pov
I have no idea what's wrong with my sister I was with the group just now till Lisa called jungkook asking him to ask the whole group to our house.

jungkook told us that Lisa was crying very hard, the only time that I saw her crying that hard was when our parents left both of us so now we are outside my house I opened the door and we all ran in to check on Lisa.

There we saw her sleeping with her eyes red and puffy I went to hug her

"Lisa yah....." i said pulling her up slowly with her head still resting on my head. 

When she open her eyes and saw me she immediately hug me

"unnie my heart, it's so painful" lisa cried out burying her head in my neck.

" what's so painful, who hurt my baby sis??" i asked concerned.

"jennie, jennie was always playing with my heart", lisa said while looking up. The eyes, there is no longer sunshine in those eyes.

" what did she do??" i asked furiously. 

"I saw her holding kai's hand walking to class and when i intended to fetch her from class during the morning she was kissing kai, it hurts unnie it hurts a lot." Lisa said.

"Awwww Lisa don't cry it's ok we're here just cry it all out." after that everyone went to hug Lisa and give her warm feelings.

"Thanks guys you guys are the best, now Im going to exercise, anyway its late too you guys should head home" Lisa said rubbing her nose. 

"You sure you're gonna be Ok Lisa yah?" jungkook ask

"yes kookie thanks for your help." Lisa said giving a weak smile. 

"Ok then we will head home now, bye see you tmr" The group proceeded to say.  Before mina left she kissed Lisa forehead.

"forget about her ok Lisa yah?" Mina said still having Lisa in her arms.

"I'll try mina yah, stay safe." Lisa said.

"Sana unnie you should sleep too, its late I'm gonna go for a jog." Lisa proceeded to look at me 

"no you're not going anywhere" i said. 

"unnie please I need to have this jog myself I promise I wont do anything stupid ok." Lisa pursuaded.

"fine come back fast." I knew that even if i said no, she would not listen anyway. Typical Lalisa Manoban. 

Lisa pov
I went to change to my jogging attire I ran and ran to throw away all my frustration and angry towards myself. Arghhhhh just why what was wrong between both of us I just don't get it. That's when I hear my phone ringing

Nini bear😍: lili yesh csn yoi cime n fetxh mw plwse at mino bar

Is she drunk??

Lili koala🐨🥰:argh why are you drunk wait there

Nini bear😍: oj my bsby

This idiot argh I ran to the bar because it was just a 5 minutes run to mino bar. And there was where I saw her but when I was approaching her I saw kai, kai was carrying her on his back. Is she being for real? she asked me there, just so i can see her and kai in action??.... so she basically contacted the wrong person. I was not the one she wanted. 

Lili koala🐨🥰: if you want me to go fetch you and just to see how lovely you guys are, don't even ask me to fetch you anymore. I really can't believe why did I fall for you? Bye jennie Ruby Jane it was fun with you everytime, but i really cannot do this anymore. I really truely loved you, however we shall never waste the love on someone who would never give back the same feelings back. Bye jennie

*Lili koala🐨🥰 changed her username to lalisa*
*Lalisa changed Nini bear😍 username to Ruby Jane*

Lisa pov
Goodbye jennie this is goodbye to our friendship and to my love for you from tomorrow onwards I will be a person that changed a lot and I thank you for the time you took care of me but this is good bye