Still Loving You

Talk

Jennie pov
After I kissed Lisa I ran out of the restroom, I don't even know why did I kiss her? Do I really love her more than best friends or just as a best friend???? I should stop thinking about this I ran to my classroom and when I opened the door the first one I saw was kai. When I saw him I immediately felt guilt inside me. After a while Lisa came in before she went behind I grabbed on her wrist and said let's talk after this ok??? But she instantly shut me off by saying "save it".

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Ok class is over but before you leave I'm gonna give you guys a project for 3 weeks Mr Lee said. Now I'm gonna say your partner out. Sana and tzuyu, Lisa and jennie, jungkook and jimin, mina and kai, jisoo and Rosie, nayeon and jeongyeon and continueous. Oh yeah class there is also a talent show coming up so I want all of my students to take part you can choose to be solo or have a partner or a group. Mr Lee said

"Internally i was praising Mr Lee so much, now Lisa has no choice but to interact with me!" I thought in my head. 

Jeongyeon pov
"Ok guys let's go eat now." I said in hunger.

"OK let's go!" Lisa shouted but before she could leave.

"Errrr Lisa? Can we talk about the project first?" jennie say awkwardly.

"Jennie you two gonna have a talk?" I asked.

I can see that Lisa was about to say no, but Jennie immediately answered for Lisa by nodding. 

"Alright then see you guys at the hotpot?" I said. 

"Actually i'm gonna have dinner with Kai, but no worries i will send Lisa there later." I can see that Lisa was a little sadden by that statement but i pretended nothing happened and just agreed to Jennie before walking away. 

Jennie pov
So Lisa yah I just want to say about the kiss..... Can you forget about the kiss????

Lisa pov

"Lets be honest, you aren't here for the project right?" I asked frustrated. 

"Yes, i just want to apologise for slapping you... And i know you are kinda upset that i chose Kai over you -" Jennie tried to explain.

"You're being for real? You think i am mad for only that? Jennie Ruby Jane seriously? You played with my feelings by pushing and pulling, you think i am a toy to you? I have feelings too, i feel pain too. You do not have to force yourself to kiss me just to make me feel happy for a while, while you internally is probably icking during that moment." I said the anger rushing through me that i do not think before i say. 

"Why are you like this? We are best friends since 16 years old till right now, you know i would never mean that, i just do not actually understand what i am feeling right now. Can you let me explain and not judge me straight away." Jennie said tears flowing out of her eyes. 

"All i really want to ask is can you forget about the kiss, and we be like before?" Jennie said wiping away her tears. 

 What the hell did she really just ask me to forgot about the kiss, does the kiss mean nothing to her. She is going overboard. 

"WELL I DO NOT KNOW JENNIE, you changed so much after dating Kai. You keep choosing him over us. And besides are you nuts jennie, do our kiss mean nothing to you, the kiss that we just shared doesn't mean anything to you???? TELL ME JENNIE TELL ME!!!!" I shouted at her.

 I can see that jennie was frustrated at herself and her feelings, but I don't care I love her so much and finally she kissed me and now she wants me to forget about the kiss how could she?

"Lisa please I'm sorry its just wrong you have mina and I have kai we can't do this.... " Jennie say.

"Yah KAI EVERYTHING IS BECAUSE OF HIM, YOU LOVE HIM SO MUCH THAT YOU ARE HURTING ME SO MUCH. IT'S OK JENNIE I UNDERSTAND NOW DONT WORRY. Go to your date with Kai now, i promise to keep a distance from you from now on." Lisa said before approaching out the door. 

"You know that is exactly not what i want" Jennie shouted from behind

I stopped in my movement and turned back to say, "Right now you are in no position anymore, i am putting my feelings first piority." 

Tzuyu pov
"Hey Lisa where is Jennie and what took you guys so long????"I asked confused to why Jennie unnie is not here.

"Sorry tzu, after talking to each other about the project she got a little tired and went home." Lisa say. I knew she was lieing as she do not want me to worry for them considering im still young so i pretend to not catch it and continued to eat. 

"Since when are you so hardworking Lisa yah?" chaeyoung ask while grinning.

 "Starting from today." Lisa said while winking to chaeyoung.

The dinner was successful for the whole group and Kai, but for Jennie and Lisa it was quite the opposite. 

this chapter isn't my best my ideas are running out help me out😔