Still Loving You

You Changed

Jennie pov
Ouchh my head hurts I went to my side table and saw a note there.

Hey babe I know you will have a hungover today because you drank too much yesterday so I prepared the medication and water at your side table, take it and I'll see you in school later. I love you❤️
Kai😚

I smiled when I saw his note and I went to my phone to say thanks to kai but when I opened my phone my heart broke when I saw what lili wrote to me.

Lili koala🐨🥰:  if you want me to go fetch you and just to see how lovely you guys are, don't even ask me to fetch you anymore. I really can't believe why did I fall for you? Bye jennie Ruby Jane it was fun with you everytime, but i really cannot do this anymore. I really truely loved you, however we shall never waste the love on someone who would never give back the same feelings back. Bye jennie

*Lili koala🐨🥰 changed her username to lalisa*
*Lalisa changed Nini bear😍 username to Ruby Jane*

No no no this can't be..... I can't, my heart cant take this why is my heart breaking so much? it hurts so much. Is this how Lisa feel the whole time? Before i even knew it, tears are rolling down my cheeks.

I went out of my house and was walking to school until I hear a car horn. I got scared and I jumped.

"Jungkook why are you here?" I asked confused as i did not expect Lisa or any of them to fetch me, considering that i hurt Lisa so bad. 

"I'm here because Lisa asked me to if she didn't ask me to fetch you, I wouldn't even bother to come." Jungkook said rolling his eyes. 

oh.... I mean at least she still care about me right. I thought in my head. 

"Jungkook can you drop me at a bubble tea shop, I want to get something for Lisa..." I asked in a timid voice as i knew jungkook is angry at me.

" you better do something for Lisa , I really do not want to tell you this but I really have to. I love Lisa, i really do. But because of you she rejected me, I really cannot bear to see the person i like so much to be broken down like that because of a person that do not treasure her." Jungkook said

Once i heard that, i felt a pang in my chest? Jungkook is not suppose to like Lisa, Lisa is right to reject him because Lisa is only mine. I just nodded my head to Jungkook before proceeding down the car to the bubble tea shop to get me and lisa bubble tea. 

After arriving at school with the bubble tea in my hands, I proceed to walk to Lisa who is leaning againest the locker. 

"er lisa here I bought you this...." I said handing it to her. 

she looked at my hand and just look back at me blankless before looking behind me. 

Behind me was Mina holding 2 bubble tea in her hands before handing 1 to Lisa, which Lisa took it before letting Mina hook hands with her. 

"What are you guys doing?" I asked confused. 

"What does it look like we are doing?"  Lisa asked

"Wait you guys are dating now????" i asked hoping Lisa says no. 

"yah you don't take me seriously and mina take me seriously so might as well we give it a shot." Lisa said

"No lili you can't!!!" I replied alittle too impulsively. 

"Damn jennie you sound so possessive, remember Lisa was never yours.  You did not treasure her remember?" Mina proceeded to say. 

I was about to shoot back what Mina said when Lisa spoke .

"what you mean by i can't? you have kai, if i do not have 1,  it does not really sounds fair  right?" Lisa said alittle too loud which led to students around the locker looking at us.  After that jennie dropped the bubble tea and ran to the restroom.

Tzuyu pov
I ran after jennie because Lisa asked me to check her. I knocked on the door.

"jennie unnie are you ok? can you come out let's talk about this?" After she unlock the door she immediately hugged me.

"Tzuyu the words she said and them being together hurt me, is it wrong for me to like someone else?" Jennie asked me

"Well it is definitely not wrong but Lisa was hurt too, and besides if you really like Kai. Her with Mina unnie should not bother you in the slightest, dont you think so?" Tzuyu asked. 

"I don't know why? i have kai but when I see mina and Lisa dating it hurts." Jennie said

"If it hurts jennie unnie why are you still dating kai and do you actually think you like kai?" Tzuyu asked, trying to hint the missing puzzle to Jennie. 

"Because I love kai as a lover however I love Lisa as my best friend, tzuyu do you understand??? Jennie repeated. Tzuyu rolled her eyes internally seeing how stubborn Jennie is to not accept the fact that she might like Lisa. 

"Jennie unnie are you sure? You can keep decieving yourself, or you can actually take some actions before it becomes too late. And your nightmare turns to a reality. I'll give you some time to think." I said before leaving the restroom. 

Jennie pov
Tzuyu left me and I was thinking about the possibilities and conclusions. Soon the school bell rang interupting my thoughts. 

Whatever my class is about to start I can't keep thinking about this and besides me and kai are dating already and I love kai with all my heart. so I shouldn't be thinking about this. I went to my English class when I step in the room there I saw Lisa looking at mina face intensely and I saw mina leaning in, so I walked fast and before their lips could touch together....

"Ehem..." 

"yes unnie how can I help you?" Lisa scoffed before asking me as i interupted their sweet moment. 

"mina do you mind you're sitting at my seat."I said with an unamused tone.

"so sorry unnie I'll move.... "but as soon as mina stood up, Lisa held her wrist to make her sit down. 

"no penguin you stay she can take my seat I'll just sit behind" Lisa said before proceeding behind.  But when Lisa move behind,I sat beside her too.

"what do you really want unnie, can you leave me alone?" Lisa said with a clearly unhappy tone.

"no i won't leave you until you accept me and accept my apology." I said 

"That is not how you ask for forgiveness. That is literally straight up peer pressure." Lisa said before leaning on the table.

"I mean I....." me not sure of what to say. 

"Please unnie let me go give me a break, if you don't want to give me a break at least give my heart a break" Lisa said with a tired tone. 

"fine but I'm really sorry Lisa yah I just want my lili back...." I said quietly 

"Ya unnie i really want to be like previously when i was 15 year old" Lisa said. 

Hearing that, i was angry as when Lisa was 17 . She was a complete wreck, a bully, smoker and all teachers dislike her until i met her and she started changing for the good. 

"That's it lalisa, i accepted the fact that you start calling me unnie, giving me the cold shoulders but seriously? Wanting  to go back to your shit past? That is just way out of the line." I said angrily standing up. 

"WELL MAYBE BECAUSE DURING THAT TIME, I DO NOT FEEL ANYTHING FOR ANYONE, I WOULD NOT HAVE TO BE SO BROKEN LIKE THIS RIGHT NOW. BUT YOU WONT KNOW IT RIGHT? BECAUSE YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE YOU ACTUALLY WANT, AND ALL IM LEFT IS WANTING SOMEONE THAT I COULD  NOT HAVE" Lisa said before proceeding to sit beside Mina. 

While i sat back down, that was definitely not the ending result that i wanted. Now all im stuck here is another stone of guilt. How great jennie amirite?

Lisa went back and mina is very clingy towards Lisa. Mina was comforting her alot, something that i cannot do. All i can do is hurting Lisa, seeing them together like that is driving me crazy, I'm the only one who can be this clingy with Lisa, mina have no right. suddenly I felt a pain in my chest, is Tzuyu right? 

Is it ok guys I don't know i just got this idea suddenly that's why I wanted to write it down pardon my English 😂