YOU DAZZLE ME !!!

CONFESSION

"I - I'm sorry,  Aarav. I didn't mean to upset you. I'm so sorry. I don't know ... I don't know what was going through my mind... I - I  just... "

I was blabbering nonsense, when suddenly Aarav brought his hand to the nape of my neck and pulled me back for a passionate kiss. His kiss was filled with hunger, passion and mostly urgency. After a minute of exploring, we pulled ourselves back to breathe. He put his head on my shoulder to buy time to bring back his breathing to normal.

"But I am not sorry baby." He wishpered, bringing his lips near my earlobe. "I am not sorry for what happened just now. The day you entered that cabin. The day I first laid eyes on you. I wanted to do this for so long. I wanted to kiss you till death, but I never wanted to scare you away." While those words were coming out of him, he turned to look at me and his eyes shone with happiness. His eyes had a certain glow which mesmerised me and he continued ...

"I tried holding myself for so long. But today, when your lips touched mine, I lost all control. This was the best kiss of my life baby. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me."

His confession made me blush. His confession made my heart flutter rapidly. My heart beat raced throughout my body. The only feeling that scared me till now, made me so happy today. I was on cloud nine, and this feeling was something that I never felt ever before.

On the other hand, it also scared the shit out of me. My walls crumbled down to dust today. I knew, what could happen if I acknowledged my feelings today. BUT, I wanted to take the risk once. I wanted to give a chance to myself. I wanted to be happily in love. Even for once, I wanted to embrace these emotions.

"Look at me Divya." He held my chin and made me look in his eyes.

"I know this is absurd and spontaneous. I know you are scared and believe me, even I am. This is my first time confessing something like this to a girl. I don't know how to say this. I... I..."

"I love you Aarav ."

This was it. I said what I wanted to say from the first time I laid my eyes on him. I knew, there was no turning back after this. Somehow, I had to take it out of me and tell him what I actually felt. This was the first time I confessed something to someone, without thinking of the consequences.

"I love you Aarav. I do, from the moment I saw you. I love you from the second my eyes locked with yours. I was mesmerised. I felt a pull towards you, which somewhere, scared me a lot. I tried to distance myself from you but never succeeded. I was waiting for this week to get over, so I could forget you,  but somehow things didn't turn out the way I expected it to be and here you are. Sitting right in front of me. And here I am, confessing to you." I stared into his eyes, trying to read his expression, but he was in a daze. He was shocked to hear my confession. I would be too, if someone told me the same thing.  I would be speechless and maybe he was too.

"I - I love you. I don't expect you to feel the same. I just wanted to tell you what I feel. Please, don't be offended. That wasn't my intention Aarav. I just... I just wanted you to know. I....."

"I love you too Divya."

My blabbering stopped the moment I heard those words from him. I was speechless to hear back what I actually wanted to hear from him. He engulfed me into his arms and continued.

"I love you too baby. I understand what you must have felt. I know. Even I had the same reaction when I understood the emotions I was experiencing. I wanted to tell you a lot of times and I even got chances. But I held myself back because I was scared. I was scared that you don't feel the same and I would just be making a fool out of myself." He pulled back and locked his eyes to mine. A second later, I saw his eyes lingering back and forth from my eyes to my lips.

Within seconds I felt him kissing me softly. I was stunned to say the least but recovering from the reverie, I responded back. This kiss held so much love and it was so slow and sensual, exactly the opposite of the last one.

He pulled back and said huskily "I love you baby. Be mine. Be with me."

"Yes." I responded to him. My response proved to be the catalyst for what was going to happen after.

Aarav laid down beside me pulling me into his arms. He started kissing my neck whereas his hands roamed around my back, giving me a tingling feeling throughout my body. My hands left his back and gripped his hairs, trying to pull him tightly towards me. I never felt this sensation which made me so out of control. His single touch was making me loose my consciousness all over again.

"A - Aarav."

"Yes baby." His husky voice sounded so hypnotic. His voice stirred something inside me, it made my heart skip a beat. This was it. This is what I wanted my life to be like, full of love and passion. Yes, he dazzled me. He dazzled me to an extent which I never thought was ever possible. I was having something I would die for.

"You know Aarav." He looked up and nodded, for me to continue. "YOU DAZZLE ME. You dazzle me love." He smiled his infectious smile which made me feel giddy inside out. I blushed, realising that I confessed the one thing that I always wanted to tell him.

"YOU are wrong. Maybe I dazzle you, but you mesmerise me. You make me speechless. You make my heart beat faster. But you know the best thing about this? "

"What?" I raised an eyebrow in question.

"All of this is mine now. You are mine. Only mine." I felt myself getting hot on his confessions. He kissed me again, making me redder than before, even if it was possible.

"And you are mine. Only mine." I felt shy, even thinking about what I just said and here, it was already happening. My day started with a depressing thought, which further turned out to be the worst day. But now the same day ended as the best day of my life. Well I guess 'all is well that ends well'.

With a smile on my face, I put my head on his chest and pulled him in a tight hug. I was half sleep when I felt a peck on my forehead. I smiled at his touch and felt a strong hold on my waist. This gesture made me feel that at last, I was valuable and important to someone.

"Good night baby. I love you so much."

"Good night love and thank you for accepting me."

And I fell into a deep sleep.