50 shades of Yelich

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Rose pov:

I didn't tell Christian what Josie had said that night. I didn't know what he would say or act. So I decided to go to the doctor alone. I was scared yet calm. I don't know how you could be both at the same time. Yet here I am shaking but calmly. I shook my leg waiting. My nerves were killing me. The waiting making it worse.

"Jackson." The nurse says

I smile softly and get my jacket and purse walking back. She walks me to room two.

"Alright well first thing is first." She says giving me a cup

Great, peeing in a cup is so fun. After I got done with the cup I go back to the room and sit on the chair. Why am I nervous. It's okay I'm not pregnant. At all. Nope no way.

There was a soft knock on the door. "Come in." I softly say

I held onto my jacket, and looked at the doctor. She sits down and smiles softly at me.

"It seems you are 4 weeks ." She softly says smiling

"Wait how, I took the shot." I say

"Ms, Jackson the shots only work when taken correctly you missed your appointment last month." She says

"Wait no, there is no way I wrote it down and set a reminder in my phone." I say

I get my phone and apparently I never did.

"It's perfectly normal for those to forget to get the shots, and there is no worries." She says

"I don't think my boyfriend even wants kids." I say looking down

"Well do you?" She asked

"I mean yeah, later on in life I just didn't know it was going to be so soon." I say looking down

"Well you don't have to pick anything right now." She says

I stop her "I mean I am keeping the baby no doubt with him or without I am keeping the baby."

"Well congratulations is in order, and would you like to see your baby?" She asked

"Y-y-yes." I softly say

She lays me back on the chair and pulls my shirt up a bit. "Now this will be cold." She says

It was a bit cold at first put as she rubbed it around with the wand it kinda wasn't cold anymore. I look over at the machine and she showed me the baby. Oh my god there is a baby in there. How is Christian going to take it.

The doctor wipes the gel off my stomach and prints out the ultrasound. She hands it to me and I look at it smiling softly. She gives me a bunch of paper and I was on my way out. It was about five thirty in the afternoon so Christian should be coming home from his workout.

At the house.

I took my shower and got in some more comfortable clothes and I started to make chicken and dumplings for dinner. I just couldn't help but start thinking of what the baby would look like and what kind of mother I'd be to the sweet child. It made me happy. I didn't know this kind of happiness. It was amazing and sweet.

"Baby I'm home from my workout." Christian says throwing his stuff to the side.

"Kitchen." I say

"Smells good baby girl." He says coming in wrapping his arms around me.

"Well thank you." I softly say

"You already showered?" He asked

"Yeah, it was kind of a long day." I say smiling at him

"Well okay, I'm going to shower and I'll be down to eat dinner with you." He says giving my cheek a kiss

I am so fucking nervous. I finished cooking and I fixed his plate and mine. I sat at the table looking out the window. What if this is it for Christian and I. We haven't even been together for a long time, yes I've known him for a year, but we've only been dating for five months if that. Shit. All these emotions I can't handle them. I don't wanna handle them.

"Baby!" He yells

I shake out of me head and look over at him.

"What?" I asked

"I said thank you for cooking dinner for us." He says

"Oh no problem baby." I say smiling

"So what did you do?" He asked

"Nothing much." I softly say blowing on my dumplings

"Well, I was thinking for thanksgiving we should go see your parents." He says

"You want to go to Arizona?" I asked

"Yeah, we can do thanksgiving with my family and then do yours if you want." He says

"That would be amazing actually." I say drinking some of my water.

"Oh my mother says you can invite Cody and Josie if you like which I think they are going to Ryan thanksgiving and then California for Cody's family dinner." He says

"Christian, I am pregnant." I say I couldn't wait I had to get it out of the way. I looked over at him

"Very funny, so anyways like I was saying." He says

"It's no joke I am four weeks and almost two months." I get up and go get the ultrasound picture and bring it to him placing it on the table...sliding it to him.

He slides his plate to the side, and he doesn't even look at the ultrasound. "How could you do this to me and to yourself?" He asked

"I'm sorry what do you mean how could I?" I asked

"You didn't take your shot like you should've." He says

"It takes two to make a baby and last time I checked you were present every time." I say

"This is bullshit, you think I am capable of being a fucking father when I'm fucked up my damn self?" He asked

He gets up from table and gets his car keys and his jacket.

"Where are you going Christian?" I asked crying

"Don't fucking worry about me, I just need to ask something." He says

"What?" I asked

"Are you planning on keeping that child?" He asked

That child?

"Yes." I say wiping my tears.

He bites his lip and he walks out of the house slamming the door. My heart dropped I felt it drop. Shattering has it fell. He turned back into old Christian just now. I don't know what I am going to do now.

(I had to fix the pregnancy days I messed up! My bad!)