moan; m.yg ✔

▶thirty-one

y/n's pov

it seems like this guy is in a deep shit "uhh yoongi?". he's been thinking for something for about an hour now. "fuck yoongi answer me". this dude really freaks me out sometimes.

"uhh yes yes y/n". he's weird but i like it-no, i don't like it or him or whateva. ugh i can't stop myself from falling.. falling on the stair.

"YOONGI C'MON HELP ME". he mouthed an oh and helped me carrying the boxes. after what i said at the comic con.. he started acting so weird.. "DUDE JUST WALK WILL YOU?". goddamit, the elevator just broke and this mfcker stops one step at a time.

"okay, yoongi what's happening? why are you being like that?". yoongi looks at me finally..

"are you serious?".

"about what?".

"about me.. stripping myself in front of you?". what-the-actual-fuck he really falls for it? aww such a cutie- i mean cootie..

"dude are you joking right now? what if i'm serious? you're not a virgin to begin with so what?". he's silent.. and its weird, if he's the yoongi that i knew he'll defend himself and-ohhh.. okay i get it.

"min yoongi, my horny neighbor.. YOU ARE A FUCKING VIRGIN?!".

"he-hey don't shout it out like that..". i laughed my ass out like seriously this is the most unbelievable shit i've ever heard.. so that's why he's been fapping with porn..

"oh my god that's hilarious..". i can't stop myself from laughing and yoongi looks so shy.. he blushed so hard and it's making it more even funnier.

"yoongi is a virgin, yoongi is a virgin, yoongi is- hey i'm just joking, stop sulking will you?". we arrived at our rooms and yoongi laid the box on my couch and left without saying anything.

"but it's just a joke..". ugh maybe i did too much.. it's annoying.

i washed myself up and texted yoongi.

"hey sorry about that..".

dude it's making me feel worst.

"i'm coming over".

i rushed to his room and knocks on his door. "yoongi?". i tried opening the door and thank god he didn't lock it.

"yoongi?". i saw yoongi at floor with his head on his knees.. is he crying?

"yoongi? i'm so sorry..".

"no it's fine.. i just remembered something". i sat on his couch and looks at him.. its the first time that i saw him like this.

"im here to listen tell me what happened".

"my mom dies.. because she was raped in front of my eyes". my eyes widened.. fuck that's horrible.

"uhmm yoongi i'm sorry".

"some bad guys barge into our house and killed my mom and dad.. all i did was to hide in the closet". i can't stop this goddamn tears..

"that's the reason why i can't get laid.. i tried y/n.. and so for all these years.. i've been watching porn.. but after few minutes of watching i remembered what happened to my mom". i kneel down and hugged him real tight.

"im so sorry yoongi, if only i knew what happened to you.. im here.. im here for you and i will never leave you". yoongi cried like a baby but all i did was to hushed him and hugged him so tight...