moan; m.yg ✔

▶thirteen

y/n's pov

“y/n are you even listening?”. i look at jungkook while i can't even figure out what i'm feeling right now, this week is just a bomb for me.

man i can't believe that jimin would be gay for me i mean he's gay so literally he likes guys and stuff but he kissed me, and for yoongi we started hanging out lately to start our plan to the new neighbors. i'm so drained and high as fuck that i couldn't even think straight.

this is so hard for me man.

“jimin said he wanted to say sorry..”. say sorry?! dude no.

“the two of you should talk like seriously, i'm not used to seeing the both of you looks like a dumb asses who literally sit in front of one table without even talking..”. i really miss jimin, he's my bestfriend.. but because  of yoongi we had a problem that doesn't make sense at all.

“i'm sorry y/n.. please hear me out”. jimin lower his gaze while i rolled my eyes on him, i don't have any time to his stupid excuses i mean duh?!! that's my mfcking first kiss from a human being!

“i'll be leaving the both of you for a while, don't leave here without even talking okay?”. jungkook stood up as he walks away out of the cafe.

“y/n i missed you—”. jimin said with his gaze still lower than my grades. “why the fuck did you kissed me jimin, explain..”. he tapped the table nervously with his fingers almost shaking, man i feel so bad.. he don't deserve this.

“im jeal—”.

“you're forgiven”. jimin's gaze diverts into me with a wide one. “w-what?”. i sighed once again placing my chin on the top of my hands while i look back on him. “listen, i know we make mistakes so you're forgiven.. it's not like you have real feelings for me right? i mean you're gay! everyone in the room knows you like jungkook and—”.

“no i don't like guys.”.

“huh? what did you say?”.

“i like you better than him..”. i fixed my composure as i gave him a weird look, man... what the fuck?

“i like you y/n.. i like you so much”.

what the actual fuckery is this?

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