His various smiles (Dan Howell)

Chapter 7: A Smile Hides All

Heya guys. Happy New Year!!!!!!

So here's chapter 7. I'd just like to thank everyone that has taken the time to read 'his various smiles' as it really does mean alot to me. I love you guys so much.

P.s. i am soooooooooooooo sorry that this update is so late. I hope you guys forgive me. i've just been going through a lot lately. But enough about me, heres chapter 7.

Hope you guys enjoy.

Picture of Jazmin to the side.

123specialchild321 out xox

Chapter 7: A Smile Hides All

"Drew.....I'm sorry okay. I'm sorry that your're an asshole and I hate you. I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!! You think I'd still love you after all of this. You make me sick."

Drew stared at me from across the room. I had distanced us as much as I could. I was petrified!!! I was finally standing up for myself, and if I'm lucky, I could finally walk out of this place....out of his life....my life of abuse....and finally be free.

"You say you love me....YOU DON'T DO THIS TO THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE!!!"

"I do what I do to protect you from everyone. They're trying to brake us apart....trying to take you away from me."

Drew's voice was calm as he tried to close some distance between us, but I only just moved closer towards the apartment door. He was fucking crazy!! Paranoid!!

"Protect me! I'm locked in this apartment day and night. I don't see anyone anymore! Not my parents, not my brother, not my friends....you don't even let me go to the shop for fucks sake!!! Protecting me?!?! The only person I need protecting from is you!"

I pointed at him as I started to shake. I'd finally snapped! I couldn't take it anymore!

"Don't say that Jazmin. I protect you from them. They want to tear us apart."

"NO DREW!!! YOU'RE THE ONE TEARING US APART AND HURTING ME!!! YOU....YOU TEARED US APART A LONG TIME AGO!!!"

Drew stood there, nose flaring in anger. As he looked at me I could see the anger and hatred, and it was directed at me. Without hesitation, I ran towards the apartment door and yanked it open. As I was about to run, two strong arms wrapped around my waste and yanked me back in, throwing me to the floor. I shivered in fear as I watched Drew shut the door and lock it, putting the key into his back pocket.

"How many times do I have to make you see what they're doing?! They've brain washed you Jaz...."

He reached down to me and stroked my cheek before grabbing my chin harshly.

"Go fuck yourself!!!"

I spat in his face. Still holding my chin, Drew used the back of his free hand to wipe my saliva off the side of his face and onto his jeans. Suddenly, Drew's hand released my chin and grabbed my hair and started dragging me into the bathroom while I kicked and screamed, clawing at his hand to let me go.

Entering the bathroom, Drew punched me in my stomach and let me fall limp to the floor. As I groaned in agony, I saw Drew standing over the bath and the noise of running water filled the room. Drew turned the tops off when the bath was full of cold water. He turned to me with a crazy look in his eyes and yanked me back up by my hair. As he pulled me closer towards the bath I thrashed around and tried to kick him.

"This will teach you not to disrespect me again!"

Drew whispered harshly in my ear before dunking my head under the cold water and holding me there for a few seconds before pulling me back up. I gasped for air and wiped the wet hair from my face.